qukeisnaqu_luv

hey guys..i uploaded bon appetit chap.5. hope you like it.. :D

@h2oaddict  yes, it's quite sad for the first time. once i let her called me by my name than she called me auntie..but since couple years ago she started call me bunda (it means mom in indonesia) and though everybody said that i'm only her aunt, she never want to be away from me. she much prefer to sleep at my room than have her own room in my bro's house..n everytime she has something in her mind, she always told me rather than my sis in law or my bro..so, it's ease my feeling..no matter what people told her, i think deep down she know i'm her mom n i love her.. :)

@Leigh19 i'm ninda..nice to chat with u..so u have 2 kids huh?there's a bit probs with me, bcause my daughter doesn't know that i'm her mother..since she's a baby my family always told her that i'm her auntie and her parents is myoldest brother and his wife..

I thought I'd come by and  chat with you here =) I'm lisa btw!

@qukeisnaqu_luv  Yes, I hope she eats normally as well, but fat doesn't always mean ugly. besides, most guyd choose a girl's personality over their looks. 

@CjayS42 honestly, been there done that..i did a torturing diet for about 3 months till i got sick..n the boy i fell in love with didnt even come to see me at the hospital..it's sucks..
          hey, i think my daughter should read all ur comment, she's still 5 years old, but she's sooooo scared of being fat..no one can say 'keena, u'r fat', she will cried and wont eat for couple of days..i'm the fattest in my family, and my sis n mom always told my daughter to not be fat like me, cause fat=ugly..
          ihope,if she read ur comments, she wont be such a fat phobers anymore and start to eat like a normal kids.. 

@qukeisnaqu_luv yeah it makes me a little upset that some girls think that they have to go through "torturing diets" just so guys will like them. I couldn't be like someone like that: i'd be too worried for their health.

@CjayS42 thank u..i also thought bout it..
          
          and bout ur friends, it's same with my friends when i'm ur age. and maybe some at my age right now...my best told me that he wanna have a girl that if u compare it by a bag, it can say as a gucci or ysl  bag..someone he can show off..and he's already 26.. so same like my bro, i salute u...god, i wish there's more guys like u...it'll bring more peace for the girl..no more torturing diet..hahahaha.. 

Haha thanks, salute him back for me :) However, it's a shame that so many boys in my class at school date girls purely for popularity or sex...
          
          Oh, and looking at the post below, I'd say a good title would simply be "bon appétit".
          
          -Calum

i'm thinking to change i'm fattening my self so you wont hesitant to bite me....so, bon appétit.. to some sort shorter title..any suggestion??