Status: Sometimes, nothing in this fucking world makes sense. (1 month ago)
| Name | Ask my parents |
| Location | Somwhere with food |
| Member Since | Feb 09, 2012 |
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</3 - 26.01.13 You will be in our hearts forever. I hope you're in a better place now. You're deeply loved and so, so deeply missed. ------------- "Don't Play With Death" will most likely never be finished, but I won't take it down, simply because it was the first, real "book" I ever wrote and I just can't bear to throw away all the hard work I put into writing it. If I was to decide that I wanted to finish it, it would go through some major editing and changing, because honestly, just reading what I wrote 8 months ago is such an embarrassment. "Rewriting History" is currently put on hold until I figure out what to do with it. I wrote it at a time where death and just pain in general had a huge impact on my life and I recklessly decided to post it on wattpad before really having a plan for it, which I seriously shouldn't have done. The plot is still one of my favorites, and I like the idea behind the story. I just have to work wih my characters and their development before I continue the story, which I hopefully will, because again, the plot is one of my favorites. "Destined To Love You" is a huge struggle for me. When I first started writing, everything came so naturally to me. The plot, the characters, even the ending was planned out. And then gradually, when a few really crappy things happened in my personal life, I just lost all motivation to continue the story. Now, every time I sit down and try to work on a new chapter, my brain just shuts down and I end up sitting there wondering what the hell I should write. Trust me, I've tried. And for me, it's better to post a good chapter after a long wait instead of settling for a crappy one that I'm really not happy with. But I'm working on it. I don't want to give up this story, so it's better if I let my mind wander and play around with other stories, you know? Maybe I'll find the motivation to finally update DTLY again. Honestly, 17K reads? That's insane. THANK YOU.
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 | Destined To Love You16 parts / 35 pages, updated Dec 31, 2012 "I let you go not because I stopped loving you..I just learned how to live without you."
James Porter, the CEO of the most famous hotel chain in the worl... read more  19,279 reads  523  319 |
 | Rewriting History (on hold)2 parts / 3 pages, updated Dec 22, 2012 Aaron Greene has found his true love; she’s beautiful, kind, strong and perfect -- until she dies in a tragic car accident. Devastated and heartbroken, he gets a... read more 138 reads 11 11 |
 | Whenever You Leave2 parts / 2 pages, updated Aug 29, 2012 He was so close, but she knew their hearts were drifting away. To another place, far away from each other. She knew that her heart was leaving her. It would be a long j... read more 133 reads 11 8 |
 | Don't Play With Death31 parts / 92 pages, updated Jul 15, 2012 "The only reason people are afraid to die, is because they don't want to know what they're leaving behind. What they could've had, who they could've become. Ev... read more 8,935 reads 390 429 |
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BrighterDreams
1 month ago
Oka, so lately people have been following me and adding DTLY to their reason lists, even though I haven't updated since December (!!!!!) and I totally suck so I don't even know why you guys bother. But thank you thank you thank you. You have no idea how much I appreciate it, every single one of those "...started following you" and "...added destined to love you to their reading list." You guys are amazing. I will update. I WILL. I just have to write a chapter that doesn't suck first.
RedDelicious
2 months ago
what do you mean, are you consitering deleting them?
BrighterDreams
3 months ago
@AlysArden Oh, I've never heard of any of those groups, haha. I'll check them out :)
AlysArden
3 months ago
now, I am totally rocking out to ESK, which I haven't listened to in a while...so thanks!
AlysArden
3 months ago
I love Skull Candy! (jpop) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ps-CCPXB-wM&feature=player_embedded I'm not sure if they technically count as kpop, but I love Linus' Blanket http://vimeo.com/25748794 And then (they are def not kpop but they are korean) I love Eastern Sidekick http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPs1IpVraN4&feature=player_embedded Please excuse any music genre bending I may have just committed ^-^
BrighterDreams
3 months ago
@AlysArden Haha, I doubt that anyone can be so obsessed with kpop like I am. Who do you like the most?
AlysArden
3 months ago
@BrighterDreams I've def had some bouts of j/kpop but nothing that could rival your list!
BrighterDreams
3 months ago
@AlysArden you don't happen to be into kpop, do you?
AlysArden
3 months ago
@BrighterDreams My friend had to drag me out of the Comme des Garçons store there. I'll never forget it ^-^
BrighterDreams
3 months ago
@AlysArden Aw, thank you. That was really nice! You're so lucky, I really want to go to Seoul to. I absolutely love South Korea, but that's probably just because I'm so obsessed with kpop :)
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