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You will be in our hearts forever. I hope you're in a better place now. You're deeply loved and so, so deeply missed.
"Don't Play With Death" will most likely never be finished, but I won't take it down, simply because it was the first, real "book" I ever wrote and I just can't bear to throw away all the hard work I put into writing it. If I was to decide that I wanted to finish it, it would go through some major editing and changing, because honestly, just reading what I wrote 8 months ago is such an embarrassment.
"Rewriting History" is currently put on hold until I figure out what to do with it. I wrote it at a time where death and just pain in general had a huge impact on my life and I recklessly decided to post it on wattpad before really having a plan for it, which I seriously shouldn't have done. The plot is still one of my favorites, and I like the idea behind the story. I just have to work wih my characters and their development before I continue the story, which I hopefully will, because again, the plot is one of my favorites.
"Destined To Love You" is a huge struggle for me. When I first started writing, everything came so naturally to me. The plot, the characters, even the ending was planned out. And then gradually, when a few really crappy things happened in my personal life, I just lost all motivation to continue the story. Now, every time I sit down and try to work on a new chapter, my brain just shuts down and I end up sitting there wondering what the hell I should write. Trust me, I've tried. And for me, it's better to post a good chapter after a long wait instead of settling for a crappy one that I'm really not happy with. But I'm working on it. I don't want to give up this story, so it's better if I let my mind wander and play around with other stories, you know? Maybe I'll find the motivation to finally update DTLY again. Honestly, 17K reads? That's insane. THANK YOU.