Sometimes the things we think we can handle given enough time are the things that no one should have to handle, and we don't realize how much damage they actually do to our hearts. There is a reason I fear having a family of my own. It's because I don't know how to have one. And because if something should happen, I would never want anyone, let alone my own child, to feel what I have felt over the years. I'll start at the beginning. It was my sixth birthday when my parents divorced...