"How much longer are you going to self-indulge?" A very angsty RusGer fanfiction I conjured up because of personal reasons, and I promise to finish this book! Flowershop AU but Germany has hanahaki. He's sorta using Russia to cope with his loss, and holding onto his hopes that he may have a chance to live, as selfish as it is. TW: suicide, loss, many mental health issues, please look out for yourself don't hurt yourself
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