𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐑 (suna rintarou x reader)

𝟏𝟑. 𝐈'𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠

Your POV

It's been two weeks since your last talk with Suna

After your fight you came back home and canceled Kiyoko's visit. You just couldn't look into her eyes. At first you cursed him in every language and got angry as never before. But then you started overthinking and that's when you broke. Rest of the night you spend crying, listening to your favorite songs that you listened on your dates and thinking about his and your words. What you figured out was that you both were wrong. He overreacted and spoke things that should never leave his mouth, but you didn't consider his feelings and worries. He had right to not feel comfortable with your ex sleeping at your place. You would react the same way if it was about him

After your conclusion you tried to contact him and apologize. The same night he didn't respond to any of your messages or calls. You understood that as he still could be angry or just need some time

But he didn't respond for two weeks

At practice he only focused on playing which made coach and teammates happy, but not you. He avoided eye contact with you, ignored you giving him water battle, and acted like you don't exist. It was painful but you hoped that soon he'll talk with you

You hoped

First one to notice was Kita, as he saw  how Rintarou acted and that you stopped talking. He didn't want to show that he figured it out but it was obvious that he observed both of you. After that he told about his assumptions rest of the team and they started to ask. You tried to cut it off with ,It nothing, or ,There's no need to worry, but they only got more and more suspicious. But when they understood that you two won't say a word, twins invited you to sleepover

And that's when you knew that you can't hide it anymore

***

,,Before you refuse to say anything without your lawyer, we invited Akaashi and Bokuto. We know that you like them and this may help you to tell us what happened,, Osamu said and sit next to his brother on the floor. You were sitting in front of them, leaning back on the wall. You didn't want to think about him again so you just looked around, acting like you never saw Atsumu's room before. Grey walls, shelves with championships awards and cups, huge bed, and posters with his favorite players

,It looks like a primary school kid's room, you thought

,,They're here!,, Tsumu yelled and quickly ran to open the door. You didn't even flinch, and Osamu looked at you weirdly. Like he wanted to look through your soul. After few minutes you've heard familiar voices and you couldn't help but smile at Bokuto and Akaashi's presence

,,Y/N!,, Owl boy said and ran to hug you. He kneeled down and placed his hands on your face ,,I was so worried! Akaashi too but I couldn't sleep because of you and-,,

,,Don't tell fairytales, and let me greet my one and only beautiful friend,, Akaashi said nonchalantly and placed himself in the same position as his boyfriend. He patted your head and whispered only for you to hear: ,,I'm here for you darling,,

Now, you were sitting surrounded by everyone. Akaashi on your right, Osamu next to him, Bokuto on your left and Atsumu by his side. Weird setup but you didn't complain and looked at the floor

,He didn't cleaned it,

,,I'm not in the mood to do big speech so I'll just ask. What happened?,, Osamu asked and everyone waited for your answer. You couldn't lie to your best friends so you told them everything. And that's when realization hit you

Four weeks

He didn't contact you for month

You were so busy by thinking and trying to get him back that you didn't notice that another weeks just passed by. After your words most of them were worried. Twins had the same expression on their faces, of course, it was grief. Bokuto looked like he was about to cry so he just hugged you and sat next to Akaashi. He was watching you carefully, not expressing anything

,,By now I just want you to consider both sides not only my point of view. We don't know what he felt and feels right now so don't be mad at him. We both made a mistake so it's not only his fault,, you said and that's when they tried to act normal. Watching movies, playing video games and talking about volleyball. That's what you did for the whole night, avoiding Suna's topic

Before sleep twins informed you that you can always count on them and if there's anything you need they're here for you

After few minutes of watching movies without Atsumu and Osamu, Bokuto said he's sleepy. You sighed in relief that you can finally go to the guest's room and be alone. Couple slept in the living room so you had some private time. After this weeks you just wanted to sleep and rest from this barrage of thoughts

***

A month

Without his calm voice, that only yelled at you when you stopped hugging him

Without his cigarettes, that he smoke but got worried about your health so he always opened the window

Without his rings, that rubbed against your skin every time he touched you

Without his lazy smile, that he gave you when he has seen you happy

Without his eyes, that you always begged to put eyeliner one

Without his laugh, that you've heard so rarely

Without him

You began to walk down the stairs, tears streaming down on your face. Maybe you overreacted but that's how you felt. You got into one more conclusion but you still wasn't sure if your feelings are not lying to you

Everything flew away when you felt Akaashi's arms around you, after you got into kitchen and just stand there for ten minutes. He knew and that's what made you weep even more into his shirt

,,I miss him,, you managed to say. He tightened his grip and placed one of his hands on your head. After a while you got calmed down by his presence and he finally spoke up

,,Let's go, Bokuto is waiting for us,, He smiled lightly and took your hand for you go with him. At that moment you needed anyone more than ever and Keiji always knew how to help you. He didn't smile often but that's what make him similar to Suna. He truly smiled only with you. When you heard his laugh for the first time it was like a music for your ears. You just wanted to make him happy

,,Y/n?,, Akaashi asked after you suddenly stopped moving

,,I love him,,

Rest of the night you spend sobbing into Akaashi's chest, Bokuto laying behind you and stroking on your head

A/N
Bokuto and Akaashi are literally y/n parents 😭😭😭

Don't worry twins aren't jealous, Osamu's the one that eat onigiri with you

I feel like this book is just a mess and so chaotic sjsnbshf

But there were some important things spoke so yeaaa wait for next chapter

See you soon xx