The Gamer and his awkward boy (English Translation)

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Co-translator : babibubego

19. PRO NO SLEEP

Soh were very confused with changes that make everything turn more smoothly than sitting on a thrilling ride. He had always thought that if the relationship developed more. At most it just got used being kissed, but like last night it was shocking, both stories that P’Thee from the first minute of the new year and then shocked himself as well, feeling dizzy even scared, but feeling embarrassed if he told Arm and James, he would have been teased.

Thinking of P’Thee’s face when he was serious and his was getting hot, what kind of eyes are they looking at him? Seems to swallow up the stomach and refuse to digest at all.
Soh couldn’t sleep because he waited a long time for P’Thee who goes to bathroom. At that time, Soh thought a lot of things, he was afraid that P’Thee had sick that he had to go to hospital to check, but P’Thee knew what Soh thinking before walking back.

The skinny boy didn’t turn to ask, ‘P’Thee, are you okay?’, because it would be weird if he asked someone who had just completed a secret mission from the toilet. Soh shouldn’t say anything at all, he should go to bed and wake up in the morning, but at that time, he was really worried, tries to pretend to be asleep and turn around but afraid whether he dares to see P'Thee or not.

‘Please hug me.’

Soh's request for permission sounded like a whisper, and the worried boy let his body disappear into P'Thee's arms without saying anything. Soh was still pretending to be asleep and P'Thee kissed her head so many times that she finally fell asleep with peace on her mind. Thank you P'Thee wasn't mad about Soh without breast.

starting the first day of the new year, Soh woke up at eight, Soh let P'Thee stay asleep, while she went to take a shower and brush her teeth. Today Soh plans to clean up, but he uses a broom instead of using a vacuum cleaner, for fear of waking a sleeping person.

Soh also uses a wet rag to wipe the table, which makes him jealous is when he saw the table with P’Thee computers, P'Laem once told him that P'Thee bought parts to assemble by himself where the three screen put together. It was probably the only thing in the room that P’Thee tried to maintain because that zone looked the cleanest. Soh tried to wipe it carefully, and being startled because someone poked his waist.

“Ahh!”

“What are you doing?”

“Wipe the computer desk for you, there was a bit of dust on it.” When facing each other, they’re so awkward, Soh slid around, avoiding the sight that the person had just woken up to catch easily, but he didn’t know how to behave after what happened last night.

“Practice as a butler for me?” P’Thee’s hand might have magic, Soh felt that the worries and shyness that had just happened had disappeared after a tough hand placed on his hand and caress it gently.

“I'm worried about P'Thee's sneeze before the maid comes cleaning.”

“Cute again.” The boy slowly raised his head to look at the owner of the throat laughed.

“Is P'Thee still sleepy? Do you want to go to sleep again? It’s eleven o'clock now. Soh will go downstairs to buy food.

“No,” the newly woken up gave a loose hug, “I won't let you do it all yourself on the first day of the New Year.”

“What? That means P'Thee will get a mop to help Soh?” the shy person said in muffled voice. Well, if the two of them pretend nothing happened last night, Soh can relax a little bit, at least his body won't be surprised to be hugged like this, is that okay?

No, because if I get used to it, I won't be excited anymore

“Do you see this?” P'Thee loosened his hug before leaned over to grab something. It was a yellow pig doll with red cheeks, a doll they took together a while ago. “This one, Soh told me to keep it, so today how about we catch the second one together?”

Soh will take the second one, next time P’Thee will give it to Soh.

“…”

He suddenly felt that January was Valentine's Day, because the man in front of him was being romantic in the morning. He couldn't imagine that P'Thee would actually remember this doll as such an important thing.

“P'Thee isn't streaming today? Fans will be waiting for P'Thee to wish you a happy new year. We can catch a doll next time.”

“Fan club, 8 o’clock, but my boyfriend has to be now.”

“Yes...” Soh looked down, because P'Thee was very romantic
“Wait for me, I'll take a shower, then we'll eat. After that, where do you want to go? I will take you anywhere.”

“Does P'Thee have a car?”

“I have, I want to put a doll in front of the car like the people around here.” Thee grabbed Soh's cheek and squeezed it. “After I brush my teeth, we can kiss.”

“P'Thee's mouth stinks.”

“I'll brush it first, I'll be back.” Thee walked up the moonwalk while winking flirtatiously with “Shit!!”

Soh laughed out loud, seeing P'Thee nudging the broom that he had put down because he hadn't finished sweeping.

“I get it!”

“Take care of it, butler!” because P'Thee shows her bad shape makes herself look cute. Soh nodded while looking at her long legs that were pushing the dust off her feet

*****

Thee wore a black hat and mask to prevent people from knowing that he was going out with Nong De. It really couldn't be helped to be born with such a handsome and outstanding face until people continued to pay attention to him.

A lot of people are out today, so there's a chance they'll meet with fans. if Soh had to face a situation like Four, Nong De would play dumb to survive.

Simple New Year celebration has passed with Soh, Thee were happy last night he chose to hold back rather than disobey his emotions. He didn't think much about love, but now she has to think about it to keep Nong De feeling down. Thee couldn't imagine what it would be like this morning if he forced himself on Soh last night.

Although Soh allowed it or not, but for a child who never loved and had no experience with it, Thee thought he should be gentler and wait some time and he felt doubly bad like he thought of porn movies many times. Damn it, he could admit that love was an important thing in a relationship, but now he couldn't even see Soh's innocent face.

There was a desire to hug him and push him on the bed, then kiss him until he was satisfied, then look at his red face and kiss him again so that he would know this bastard was going crazy, so he had lost his mind. Although he has never tried sleeping with a man, Thee believe that when the time comes, the atmosphere will help him to the end.

Thee like girls with big breasts, but Soh don’t have them. Okay it doesn't matter, just listening to Soh's muffled voice is like crying last night, and he feels like winning three hundred and fifty cc of milk.

Wait, why is there such a things in my head?

“P’Thee the car parked that way.”

“Oh…” the young man fell out of his mind and turned back to Nong De, who was standing with a caramel frappe in the hand.

“P’Thee looks lost, what are you thinking? Or are you bored with Soh?”

“Nothing.” He likes it this much, but it really hard to explain to Nong De.

The young man put his belt and put down the coffee cup, when Thee turned to the person next to him and makes his eyes widened because of the sight he saw. How good is the whip cream on top of the caramel drink, only Soh knows, Thee almost choked when the little tongue licked the whip cream from his fingers and lips.

Wow! Yeah!

Where's the straw?!

“Ah I dropped it.”

“What?”

“The cream fell down while Soh was busy answering LINE.” Soh looked at P'Thee then looked at the coffee glass with the mermaid logo whose whip cream had fallen almost half a glass. “Sorry for being dirty. But the whip cream is too good for Soh not to eat and throw it in the trash.”

It’s not dirty, it's not dirty!!!

“It is okay.” he took the straw and gave it to Soh's glass then started to turn the wheel of the car.

“Praew says happy New Year and invites Soh to go to a children's day event.”

“I have grown up and there is no point in me coming to children's day events.” Thee said that while cursing the person next to him who should know using a straw but still licking his finger. He felt his consciousness diminish.

“Can't you come? Praew said he would take P'Laem too.”

“Then why did you invite me too?”

“Because I thought P'Thee wanted to feel like a kid again.” Thee saw Soh's eyes then stretched out his hand to pinch Soh's cheek until he heard his scream.

“I don't want to be a parent.”

“Of course. Don't tell P'Thee is pouting from being jealous about me and Praew.”

“Oh I know, don't piss me off. My head is hot enough.” the young boy whispered before frowning because his left hand which he had placed on his thigh was being held by Soh.

“Are you calm down?” Nong De is very shy, but he tries to be cute. If it's like this, who would dare to say that this strongest moment is only for show?

“It's still hot.”

“Then Soh will hold it until P'Thee feels calmer.”

“If it's too long, you have to hold the gear.”

“Oh yeah, Soh forgot. It would be very dangerous.” Soh muttered while thinking about how to make up. It's good that Soh finds out, otherwise Thee will be very annoyed.

“Take it off.”

“Don't refuse with such a loud voice, Soh's heart ached.”

“When you said about going out with Praew, I was a little jealous, but I realized we weren't yet Faen. So you can go anywhere, I have no right to hold you back.”

“That's not it, Soh...”

“Why Nong De? Why?” he raised his eyebrows and clicked his tongue. Seeing the person beside him was just silent, the young man returned to drive, when he stepped on the brakes and looked at the boy next to him, his hand tightly gripping his thigh, and then he approached him.

Okay, don't tell me you're going to open your thighs, there will be screaming, say it!

“Soh love P’Thee!!!!!”

Shit Thee shouted in his heart, Thee frowned at the person next to him who was waiting for a reaction from P'Thee.

“P'Thee said if I felt the same, I had to scream out loud, so I kept my promise.”

Thee saw the innocence of Soh, it reminded him of the moment when he first confessed to Soh, he did not think that Soh would do what he said.

“Okay, I'm going to the Children's Day ceremony.” Thee's voice softened, if the bastard, Laem heard it, people who like to twist their words are sure to lose.

“Yes! Let’s go together.”

Hearing a satisfying answer, made him smile until his cheeks tired. The young man put in the gear when the light signal turned green, his eyes saw a path of misery but his ears listened to the hum of a stupid child, which was not as disturbing as Laem's. When the road was less crowded, and the atmosphere in the car calmed down, Thee reached out to hold the hand of the person next to him.

“Hand, you don't have to hold the gear.” The young man took his eyes off the road and looked at the person next to him for a moment and realized that Soh was embarrassed.

For a moment Thee thought today would be the same as yesterday, but when he looked the person next to him, yesterday's story was a little less special. He likes listening to Soh talk, even if it's just holding hands and making eye contact. The driver of the car was like wanting to communicate even when he didn't hear it, so it was so cute that the right hand accidentally filmed the clip on the IG story with caption

Watch aliens talk

Thee love skin ships, but he can't do it openly with Soh, because the social eye still sees homosexuality as odd. Even though his mouth accepted it, he didn't want his younger brother to become gossip. Even though they started this relationship from a game, Thee promised he would protect Soh as best he could.

Whether it is a danger from yourself or those around you.

Love that occurs between a man is no different from love with an ex. in fact if he cuts off the sex section, thinks it more of a habit, gets to know each other, learns what he likes or dislikes, fills in the blanks, worries about each other, is ready to be together in joy or trouble. Only this love has no fear, except jealousy.

“Soh…”

“Yes P'Thee?”

“Come on, stop by Super, I want to cook for you.”

Sound of chopping vegetables slowly proves his cooking skills, Soh watching the chef trying to prepare the ingredients by himself and tells him to sit still and eat, but the situation is very worrying, as P'Thee often grimaces as if being cut by a knife.

Will you survive? Do I have to go down to buy some betadin and bandages? Soh wants to believe P'Thee, but the sizzling frying pan is like asking Soh for help.

“P'Thee let Soh help, the fryer is already crying.”

“Take it easy, I want to show my good looks, don't panic, and just sit there.”

“I hate it when you say that.” The young man looked at Soh with a wink, before looking back at the menu that P'Thee said was delicious because he learned from P'Laem, “do you usually cook?”

“Every once in a while. When they come to drink at my place, Laem will be playing the chef, and I offer to stand and taste it. I asked what this dish was, and I remembered the recipe.”

Soh stood and stopped beside P'Thee, saw the sweat dropping from his forehead, he took a tissue to wipe it, Thee looked at him and smiled

“If you want to help, that is enough.”

“I'm just afraid P'Thee's sweat gets into the food.”

“Jeng Pao!” look, it's better not to wipe the sweat. “When it comes to good food, I have to give it to Ama, that person makes me want to go home and eat every day.”

“If you still can't come home can you tell Four to take Ama out quietly?” Nong De's plan made the chef raise his eyebrows. Thee hurriedly applauded something she had never thought of before. If you can't come home to meet Ama, you have a younger brother to ask her out.

“I'll try to do it. At your house who usually cooks?” the young man went and tasted fresh boiled pork chops and the turned the lard and fried to be cooked evenly.

“In the past at Soh's house, no one entered the kitchen other than dad.” Nong De cut fried lard into small pieces then ate it, and gave a thumbs-up sign, the chef was relieved.

“Then how about now?”

“But now, Soh and mom eat from a delivery, or go out to eat out.”

“Dad is busy too?”

“No,” Nong De raises his index finger, “Soh's father is there, passing this tall building.”

“....”

“So it happened that day, when it rained the roads were slippery, so my father went up there first.”

“Is this okay?” He did want to get to know Soh better, but didn't expect his curiosity to make Soh's feelings tremble a little.

“Come here.” The young man opened his arms and hugged him without letting his dirty hands hit him at all. Thee were so grateful that Nong De gave a hug until he felt that at least a man like him was mentally dependent, even it might be a little.

“That's why P'Thee must be careful, don't drive too fast, if you're sleepy, find a place to rest. don't be careless.”

“Um, P promise.” He bowed down to kiss the head of the person in his embrace. When he thought that if it was himself, encountering such things, Thee didn’t know whether he could tell with a smile or not.

Is this the reason Soh want him to go back to his father? even if he didn’t go, Soh wanted him to send him shoes to let him know that this child didn’t forget the family. Thee felt doubly guilty in comparison. Soh didn’t have chance to say goodbye to his father, but how about him?

Thee also had everyone by his side, Nong De teaches him how to make the most of his time with his family before it too late.

“Wait a little longer, even if the champion or eliminated, Thee will go back and apologize to his father and give him all he wants to confirm that his dreams are really tangible.”

“Lard Tod is going to burn, P’Thee.” The young man tried to notice if he was crying at the moment when he turned away, but the boy’s face was still full of a small smile that he couldn’t help but wonder, how you not regret it, you have to talk about the death of an important person in life. “P’Thee, are you okay?”

“Of course, we talk about dad a lot, but when you said that he was not here, I wanted to know how you felt all the time, when you spoke about him.”

“Soh is happy.”

Nong De pressed drinking water from the refrigerator and took a sip, Thee bend down to suck the water and turned to continue fried lard. And he still waits to get to know the other person better than this. Thee probably didn’t expect that to be everything for Soh, but he wants to be the one who hold his hand on the day when he is tired.

“Because Soh feels that Dad is still with Soh here and here.” The kid put his hand on his left chest and his temple.

“Where do you look, Dad?” Thee put the back of his hand on Soh’s left chest and frowned. Pretending to play before looking into the eyes of the younger brother who still in awe of where he will come, “Shit, your dad said ‘hello son-in law’ as well, Nong De.”

“What? My father? don’t say bad word.”

“So you know the word ‘shit’.” He smiled and so did Soh. Soh doesn’t look anymore sad or sadden the before, those eyes seem really happy to think of the father who already had left the world.

The more we talked, the more wanted to get to know the other person more than he ever know.

“But Soh doesn't always eat out, because over time he gets bored, so mom buys a cookbook to cook herself. the first dish was so bad and tasted weird that we could only look at each other. but mom is a great person, she keeps practicing and ends up cooking food like a five star restaurant. this is not bragging.”

“it's clearly bragging.”

“but that's the truth. but if mom is tired, Soh will fry the eggs themselves, even though sometimes they burn, but frying eggs is like playing a game, so i often practice until the eggs turn out good.”

“I really do not talk Verde Pork Fried Rice is racing?” He wrinkled his nose at the boy who tried to improve the atmosphere.

“Challenge? I’ll go and ask for a recipe to P’Laem first.”

“No, Laem is my teacher, you go find someone else.” Thee poked his hip to the other person and he had to hold on to smile because Soh responded with a hip hit as well.

Dear father in-law in heaven, from today onward this man will take care of Soh the best he can, so don’t hurt his heart, because this son-in law will try to be less evil.

*****

“don't take too much, your head can get sticky.”

“is this enough?” Soh raises his waxed index finger. P'Thee said that he wanted to teach Soh to dress up, so he agreed to be a guinea pig for Soh. Soh will be even more handsome because P'Thee taught him today.

After dinner, there was still time before P'Thee's live stream, they sat cross-legged on the carpet, which the philanthropist's victim agreed to wash his hair again and tidy it up, and in fact it was just Soh's reason to touch Thee's head.

“Doesn’t worry, Soh will make P'Thee handsome.”

“I'm not worried, because no matter what shape I am still handsome. Even though Clergymand's dragon head walked the church three times it won't destroy my good looks.”

“I shouldn't have said that.” Soh mumbling after finishing tidying up a while ago.

“So I'm serious.” the young man put his hand on his thigh. Soh playing with crabs climb gently with his finger, “during the last countdown, when can I have you?”

“...”

“...”

“Soh can't take five coins for P'Thee now, because Soh's hands are sticky.” when he saw that stupid face, Thee had to restrain himself with his own flirting. “why would you want to flirt with this mouth?”

“Just a kiss then, it costs five baht.”

“I don't want to, P'Thee talk a lot.”

“Even though I talk a lot, I can still ask for kisses, think about it, Soh.”

“if we kissed a lot, P'Thee would get bored with Soh.” Soh blushing even though the important thing now is to straighten the hair, Thee laughed, looked up and used both hands to hold the waist of the person in front of him.

“You don't have to kiss me, but can i kiss you? here, here.” pretending like a child. if Jack and Laem saw him, he'd be teased all his life.

“P'Thee a good boy.”

“It's because I'm with Khun Soh.” the shy person blushed, but he kept his head down to kiss the man lightly on the forehead, then left. “Am I handsome enough?”

“I do not know. P'Thee had to look into the mirror first, because I'm not very good, because when I doing it alone, it's hard.”

“No, I mean am I handsome in Soh's eyes?”

“I do not know what to say.”

“you've been dropped and knocked down, so you know the hot-love brother?”

“I will wash my hands.” when he got ready to stand up, Thee hugged his waist and buried his face in Soh's flat stomach and inhaled it to his lungs.

“What should I do? I desperately like you, so I want to hug, I want to kiss, I want to cuddling all the time. I don’t want to go back to the condo too, I’m stuck. Help me Soh.” Soh can only raise his unwashed hand to Thee’s shoulder.

“that's crazy, I'm not going anywhere”

“right? what if that happened?”

“I don't know, Soh never liked someone that much either.”

“but I don't want you to like me less. I want to like until I can't live, I can't sleep because I miss you all the time.”

“I can't always miss it, Soh will play a game”

“play with me, you're a gamer too.”

“What game is it?”

“the game of flirting, the start button is here.” Thee pointed to his lips he looked intuitively with his eyes, to be honest he didn't expect that Soh would kiss him first, it's like tossing a coin, if you get it, and you’re in luck.

“...”

“Press firmly, the button is hard.” the old man looked serious. Soh saw his sticky hands, he seemed to prefer washing hands rather than slapping a stupid flirtation

Thee were initially hopeless about Soh starting to kiss him, but God didn't really mean to him, because seconds later Thee found out how the game actually started.

for his soft lips touched lightly but stayed still for three seconds before releasing them.

“game starts, Soh wash hands first.”

Thee was not weak in the world of embarrassed by being kissed, but here’s the other party to start first, this matter will be accounted to somebody, Thee sat in stunned position as the younger brother walked away into the bathroom and died! Playing cute all the time like this, who’s going to stop?

Come on tonight, practice the team until morning, agree! Pro No Sleep!