first love | jaywon

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 17

Jungwon had a dream, more like a nightmare to be specific. He was in a room full of darkness

"Hello? Is anyone there?" He shouted but there was no response, he was feeling scared and cold because he was all alone

He just crouched hoping that there's someone there to help him. He raised his head and saw a light at the end of the room. He had hope that he could escape that torture so he immediately ran towards the light

He felt exhausted from all the running but he was determined to escape that darkness so he ran as fast as he can. Finally, he made out of that dark room. The light was blinding so he covered his eyes and later opened it. As soon as he opened it, he saw Jay

"Jay hyung!" He ran towards him tearing up because he was scared but there was no response from Jay, he was just standing there and his head was facing down

"Jay hyung?" He asked

"Jungwon" Finally he responded

"I think we should break up" As soon as Jungwon heard those words he felt like he was stabbed by a knife

"B-but why?" Jungwon started tearing up again but that hurtful words

"I just think that we don't belong together" Jungwon felt like he was stabbed by a knife once again

Jay left without even saying sorry to Jungwon for hurting his feelings. He tried to stop Jay by grabbing his hands but Jay pushed him. Minutes later he wakes up

He woke up panting ang gasping for air. Jay who was beside him immediately stood up and ask if he was okay. But Jungwon didn't respond because he was still gasping for air

"Wonnie? Are you alright?" Jay asked him

"Y-yeah" Jungwon replied still panting

"Well, you don't look alright what happened?" Jay asked

"I-i had a dream that you broke up with me and didn't even explain why" Jungwon replied

"Wonnie, you know that I only love you" Jay replied hugging him but there was no reaction from the younger

"Wonnie, it's just a dream ok? Don't think too much about it" Jay said comforting the younger

"B-but what if it happens?" Jungwon started to cry

"Jungwon, your the only one I love don't think that way" Jay replied and Jungwon calmed himself

"Just like Jay said, don't think too much, it was just a dream" Jungwon thought to himself

"Now, Jungwon go and take a shower while I wait here" Jay said and Jungwon nodded

While Jungwon was taking a shower, Jay called Heesung

"Pick up, pick up" Jay mumbled

"Hello...?"

"Heesung hyung, I need your help"

"What is it?"

"Jungwon had a nightmare and said that I broke up with him. I told him that it was just a dream and I only love him"

"And...?"

"I could see in his eyes that he couldn't get over that dream and still thinks about it, what should I do?"

"Maybe Jungwon has a problem that he didn't tell you, that's why he's been having nightmares"

"He did say yesterday that I'm the only one he has left, I don't know what it means though"

"Goodluck, Jay. Bye" Heesung hang up making Jay a bit frustrated. Meanwhile, Jungwon was finished taking a shower

"Done already wonnie?" Jay smiled at him making the younger smile too but he didn't speak a word

He approached Jungwon to hug him and he felt sorry for Jungwon having bad dreams. He made sure that he and Jungwon will never break up to make the younger feel protected and happy at the same time

"Wonnie, let's go outside" Jay told him and Jungwon just nodded

Outside, they were walking together holding hands and talking about how far they come together. Then Jay remembered to ask Jungwon if he had any problems to share

"Wonnie?"

"Hmm?"

"Uh, nevermind"

They kept walking and walking till they found the others. They also noticed that something's a little off about Jungwon

"Jungwon? Are you okay?" Sunghoon asked

"Your very different from usual" Sunoo added

"I'm okay guys, just a little nightmare" Jungwon replied with a sigh

"Huh?" Jake asked

"Nothing" Jungwon replied

"You know Jungwon, if you have a problem you could say it to us" Heesung said

"N-no, it's okay I don't want to worry you, besides I don't have any problem" Jungwon faked a smile but everyone was convinced by what he said so they carried on doing what they were doing

"Jay hyung~" Jungwon hugged him making Jay smile

"What's wrong wonnie?" Jay asked pinching his cheeks making Jungwon giggle

"Nothing" Jungwon replied still giggling which made Jay happy to see his boyfriend smiling

"Guys, let's go pack our things" Heesung said and everyone agreed

They all went back and packed their things. It was a bit chaotic because the cabin was small. After a half an hour they were done packing their things. The school bus arrived shortly after

Everyone including the teachers were there doing a head count before we leave to make sure no one is missing. After that, we went it. Jungwon and Jay were in a different bus as the others which was sad but also happy because they have some alone time

The bus was now starting it's engenes (hehe get it? ok its not funny)
Then they smoothly went back to the school, they were still a bit far

"Jungwon, are you alright?" Jay asked

"Jay hyung, it's the 100th time you asked that today" (and yeah this is just an expression)

"I'm just making sure wonnie" Jay smiled

Later on, Jungwon later his head on Jay's shoulders making Jay's heart flutter, he wasn't prepared for that

"Jay hyung~"

"Hmm?"

"Have you ever felt lonely?" Jungwon asked

"Yeah, I'm lonely without you" Jay replied the younger giggled

"I mean, before you met me"

"No, why?"

"Then you don't know how I feel" Jungwon sighed but still keeping a smile in his face to not make the older worry about him

A few minutes passed and they arrived at the school. Jay was dumbfounded by what Jungwon just said, he must have been feeling sad for how long in his life

"Jay hyung~"

"W-what?"

"We're here" Jungwon smiled

"Uuhh, yeah let's go down" Jay replied

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“Not every story has a happy ending”

Hello Guys! Another chapter finished I hope you still enjoy the story and so sorry for the typos if there are any

Its been a while since Jaywon posted a Selca so really hoping for that

I hope y'all are safe while reading this! ily