Who Are You?

Oh No...?

hey guys!! i hope you all liked the last chapter...it took me forever to decide if i should take this story in the direction on spanking and all that cus i was scared if wyou guys would like it or not, but im still not sure what to do with it...im just writing what comes to my fingertips to be honest :P anyway, i hope you all like it!!! love ya! this is going to the last chapter for while untill my hand heals, most of this was writtn before my accident so i just had to finish it

~Onyx

Zaras POV:

as soon as those words left his mouth i knew he knew....i dont know how he figured it out but he knew....and he was 100% right...

i did like it when he pushed me against the walls and pressed his body against me own, and when we kissed and he spanked me? ohh helll that felt good...

i ran upstairs into the bathroom and slammed the door closed behind me, i leaned against the door gasping for breath and lowered myself to the floor

what does he think of me now? does he still like me? even though i like this? theres no way he can...its so weird...

"Zara?" i heard Ash ask from the other side of the door

but i couldnt answer...instead i tried to muffle my gasps for breath by shoving my fist in my mouth and moved away from the door to lean against the counter

"Zara? i know you're in there...please open the door?" he asked softly

when i didnt answer he opened the door! Shit i forgot to lock it...i quickly buried my face in my knees as he walked into the bathroom

i felt him kneel next to me and wrap his arm around my shoulders and pulled me close but i still wouldnt look at him...

"Zara? whats wrong?" he asked concerned as he rubbed my arm with his hand

"you think im a freak now dont you?" i whispered

"what? of course not" Ashley laughed

i whipped my head up to stare at him appalled....he didnt think i was a freak?!

"what?" i asked still confused

"did you honestly think i would think you a freak?" he asked me softly as he played with me hair confusing me more

"i thought you were mad and were about to kick me out..." i admitted

"how many times have i told you that you're not going anywhere? when are you going to get it? you're not going anywhere Zara" he said seriously

"so you're not mad that i..?" i asked as i trailed off

"of course now Zara, you wanna know a secret? not even the guys know this about me..." he asked me

"what?" i asked him intrigued

"a few years ago i was with a girl named Tracy at a bar...she was a nice girl and all so we went back to out tour bus at the time and we ya kow" he said with a shrug "but then things got really heated and i got really turned on and i kinda went a little crazy. before i knew i was holding her so hard i found out later i had left bruises..."

"what did you do?" i asked him

"i tried to apoligize but she wouldnt hear any of it...she got dressed, left and i neer heard from her again. i kept expecting the police to come knocking but i guess she never called and filed a complaint" he finished

"im sorry Ashley..." i said as i curled into his side

most people would be scared of him, but i wasnt. he understood me so perfectly....he wrapped his arms around me