crazy | kai parker

x1 smoke and mirrors

"damon open the door" I yell knocking

"what do you want V" he asks

"you're annoying ass girlfriend is here" I smirk as he rolls his eyes

"why do you hate her so much I don't get it" he asks

"let me think" I say trying to think

"So Elena and Bonnie don't like me remember? I didn't do shit to them , we were so close and then one day boom they hated my guts" I tell him

"oh yea , she told me you're a bitch" he says laughing and I roll my eyes

"ha so funny , now if you don't go downstairs and tell her to shut up I will snap her neck because she ate my cookie AND IT WAS THE LAST ONE" I yell

"okay fine" he says rolling his eyes and I vamp speed to Elena before Damon got there

"are you gonna apologize?"I ask

"what do you mean?"she annoying asks

"this is gonna end up really bad.."Stefan says as he rubs his face

"okay let me remind you that you ate my last cookie"I tell her and she rolls her eyes

"you're so immature, fine I'm sorry"Elena says sarcastically

I walk towards her but damon vamp speeds and grabs my arm

"if you won't take your hand off me in the next few seconds you won't have an arm" I tell Damon

"fine just let it go will you?"he asked and I scoff

"okay fine"I say and he lets me go but I run towards Elena anyway

"Vanessa don't!"Damon yells.

"I knew this was a bad idea..."Stefan mutters.

ever since he started dating Elena he started not liking me more than he already had. I'm the middle child of course

damon turned into a vampire at 25 , I turned into a vampire at 19 and Stefan turned into a vampire at 17

We got turned by the one and only katherine pierce, me and her were like sisters and then she died because they found out katherine was inside elena's body and stefan killed her

I haven't see her since then

Damon never wanted a sister, that's one reason he dislikes me. Stefan and Damon have an amazing bond and it's unbreakable but so is mine and stefens

I would do anything for my brother, not so much for damon since he hates my guts but I still try

one of the other reasons damon dislikes me is because I'm a ripper, like stefen

whenever I turn it off it's really bad, I can control it really well honestly but the things I do are always out of anger and it always leads to bloodshed

I walked upstairs towards my room and lay down in my bed, wondering why my life was like this

I heard a loud crash in the kitchen and I immediately run down but stop when Damon began to yell at stefen

"stefen calm down , when are you going to forgive me for what happened to vanessa" damon yells

"Damon how can I ? , I told you not to and you proceed to call kol and tell him to compell our sister damon , OUR sister" stefen yells angrily

"I had to stefen and you know that if I didn't she would kill more and more people so let me remind you that she almost killed jo when her humanity was on and almost killed Jeremy" damon yells back

"I know that you idiot but you tortured her to turn it back on and almost got caroline killed so she can turn it on and obviously that worked cause that's the only friend vanessa has. But I still can't believe you called kol to compel her and tell him to tell her she's a monster and she's never going to be happy" stefen says

"didn't klaus cheat on her? I was doing her a favor and tell her would never find love again cause she's a monster, klaus couldn't even love her" I hear damon say

"klaus didn't cheat on her damon , they broke up cause they kept fighting, klaus daggered kol for what he did even though vanessa and klaus were on bad terms , he doesn't love her anymore but he would do anything for her you idiot"stefen says

"they would've broke up sooner or later cause you know how klaus always had a thing for caroline, so like I said I did her a favor and stefen she's a ripper , she's worse then you and that says something , she would not hesitate to kill and you know it , she didn't even think twice about killing Jeremy " damon says

I heard damon grunt which made me peak, I see Stefan holding a stake at his stomach

"I know you don't like her because she's a girl and you think she's weak but I know her more than anyone and she's kind and would do anything for her family and you don't even know why she tried to kill jo and Jeremy so stop using that for every excuse" he says

"there's actually a reason why she tried to kill them? jeremy told me she has hungry and tried to kill him and jo told me she tried to kill her because she was bored? so your either lying and trying to protect your sister because hell she's not mine anymore or you're telling the truth" damon says as he takes the stake out his stomach

"I'm telling the truth, jeremy tried to kill her cause he thought her humanity was off, he missed her heart by an inch and that's the reason she tried to kill him and the other reason on jo was because vanessa got shot and went to the hospital and when jo tried to take the bullet off of her she told her that she deserves getting shot at for what she did to those people at the party" stefen yells annoyed

"so your telling me that they lied? I didn't see that coming " damon says and I roll my eyes

"but I know you damon, your going to forgive elena and Jeremy for lying and same with jo because of alaric , you would do anything to not be on Vanessa's side" stefen says

"yea your right , you forgave her for killing all those people at the party oh well but guess what ? I don't" damon says and I hear footsteps and a door closing which meant that he was probably going to see elena at her collage

I walk downstairs to see stefen with his hands on his face , he hears me and gets up fast

"did you hear that"he asks

"sadly yes , you guys are very loud" I say

"I'm sorry" he says

"for what ? you didn't do anything, for why I see it's damon's fault for everything " I tell him

"come here " he says while opening his arms for a hug , I hug him back and after minutes of a hug and I pull away

"did you know ?" I ask

"know what ? " he asks

"that he was going to compel me "I ask

"he told me about it and I told him no and eventually he did " he says I nod and yawn

"go upstairs and get some sleep " he says

"it's hard sleeping here to be honest , you know with the whole mystic falls being magic border or whatever , I miss my old comfy bed" I tell him , he laughs and says the same , we hug and we both go to our rooms to sleep.

then it hit me when I lay down.

elena got all her memories with damon when she passed the border , what if I can too ?

im going to find out tomorrow, I honestly don't care what happens , I really want to know.