Relapse

I Wonder

I wonder,

If my life was so different -

I don’t know what I do without you.

You run into my life and made it

very special. I’m glad I have you,

Not another like you.

But I,

Always fantasizes a world -

Without the dramas and conflicts

that make us who we are to be. I

don’t like seeing that dream; Those of

which had tore us apart.

The last time,

I felt so complicated.

I was stuck in the frigid cold

with no one to hold.

That's when you came,

To become my main again.

So relax,

I won't let you fall into the deepest

pit. Oh no, I feel nervous

and bit my lip.

Why do you make me shy?

Why do you make me shy?

I just want to know why.......

Simmer down,

My blood submerges as heat

resurfaced my breast.

What’s your favorite kind?

Nevermind, you can all of mine.

Enjoy - Don’t waste your time.

Don’t waste your time.

I wonder,

If you can get me to my pinnacle.

I would make it rain,

like water droplets and waterfalls.

I wonder if you want it all,

that I should hide myself;

Because I’m like no one else......

I’m different