It had been over a week since Harry kissed me.I hadn't been in school all week and I had ignored all his texts and calls.
To Zayn and Liam I had just said that I had the flu.
They had wanted to come and check on me but I said that I was fine and that I didn't want to infect them.
Tomorrow I had to go back to school since I can't avoid it forever but I just wasn't ready to see Harry.
Ignoring him in real life would be so much harder.
But I knew that this was the right thing to do.
I was almost at rock bottom again.
The feeling of complete emptiness was back.
All I did was smoke, cry and stare at the ceiling in my room.
I had a lot of showers as well.
I checked the time on my phone - 10:54 pm.
I hadn't left my flat all week for any other reason than to buy cigarettes so after thinking it through I decided to go to the park.
Put on my shoes and left the building.
When I got there Harry wasn't there.
I mean of course he wasn't but some part of me had hoped that he was going to sit in the grass waiting for me.
But I was completely alone in the park so I made my way over to our spot, laid down and cried.
For hours.
I awoke to the annoying sound of my alarm.
I sighed and stepped out of bed.
On my way to school I smoked a cigarette, trying to calm my nerves.
It didn't work.
I felt like I was going to throw up when I reached school.
Here goes nothing I thought as I stepped inside.
As soon as Zayn and Liam saw me they pulled me aside.
"Hey, how are you feeling?" Liam asked me.
"I'm fine" I lied.
"I think we need to talk," Zayn said worriedly.
"I don't think so" I said.
"C'mon Louis"
"What?"
"We know what happened between you and Harry" Liam said.
"I don't want to talk about it"
"You know he's hurt right.."
"Sorry but I have to get to class now" I said as I rushed away.
They knew.
Harry had told them.
I had hurt Harry.
They probably all hated me now.
Maybe that was for the best.
It was the last period and I still hadn't seen Harry.
Mondays was the only day that Harry and Niall didn't have lunch at the same time as the rest of us and I hadn't run into him in the hallway either which I was really grateful for.
I was putting my books in my locker when I saw him.
Our eyes met.
I felt my heart drop.
I slammed my locker shut and I ran.
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The Fault in Our Stars - Larry Stylinson
FanfictionLouis is lost, stumbling in the dark with his empty heart. Then he meets Harry under the stars. Can he help Louis find his back home? Trigger warnings