DINA'S POV
The words Ellie said yesterday kept looping in my head as I walk towards Joels house. It's 10:00 am in the morning and I want to convince Ellie not to leave and maybe finally tell her the real deal between me and Jesse and finally I'll tell her that I still love her. As I arrive at Joels house I let out a ton of sighs before knocking not so long later Joel opened the door
-" Oh Dina you're here.........come in" He said
I got in and sat at the living room
-" Do you need anything?" Joel asked
-" No I'm fine........I-I......I just want to talk to Ellie is she here?" I asked
Joel sat infront of me and took a sip from the cup he's holding. He let out a few sighs before speaking
-" Dina...........I don't know how to tell you this but........uhmmm.........Ellie already left last night" Joel said
I got surprised to what I heared and I can feel my heart broke in a million pieces
-" What you must be joking Joel" I said
-" I ain't Dina" He said
At that part I started crying
-" Joel I really need to talk to Ellie can you please tell me where she is?" I asked
-" Dina I'm sorry but Ellie doesn't want anyone to know where she is" Joel said
-" Joel please" I said
-" I'm really sorry Dina but I can't" Joel said
I cried hard infront of Joel and he comforted me as I stopped crying Joel spoke again
-" When Ellie left she asled me to give this to you if you came looking for her" Joel said handing me a folded paper
-" Dina y'know Ellie loved you so much I had to admit eversince we got here you're the only girl that affected her like that" Joel said as I got the paper
-" The real reason why Ellie left was for you to be hapoy together with Jesse............She didn't want you to get confused of who'll you choose so she decided to leave" Joel explained
-" I'm so sorry Joel" I said
-" No Dina I don't blame you that's just how love works" He replied
Joel and I talked more then I decided to leave when I got home I went to Thonys room. Thony wasn't there because she's at the daycare. Jesse wasn't at the house either cause he's on patrol and his parents are watching downstairs. I took the paper that Joel gave me out of my jeans pocket and unfolded it after that I started reading the letter and the content of it made me break into pieces and hurts me more
Dina
If you're probably reading this right now I wanted you to know the real reason why I left. I left because I didn't want you to get confused, I don't want you to get hurt anymore. I chose to let you go because you deserve to be happy but that clearly shows that you can't be happy with me because I always bring you sorrow and pain and I don't want that. Dina I want to be tje same Ellie you loved but I can't I want to ask forgiveness everyday but as you said you needed morw time Dina you don't need to think about forgiving me anymore what I want you to do is be hapoy with Jesse and that's fine with me. Dina back when we talked I wanted you to know what I said is true it's all true, what I said I meant it I love you Dina I still do I really do I want you to know even if it hurts for me to go I'll do it if it meant happiness and clarity for you Dina. If you ever want to find me or look for me I'LL BE JUST HERE ADMIRING THE BEAUTIFUL VIEW OF THE SUNSET you know where to find me
Ellie
As I read the letter tears started falling down my cheeks as I started sobbing "FUCK YOU ELLIE......WHY DO YOU ALWAYS GO AWAY WHEN I'M READY TO FORGIVE YOU" I said to myself. That night I couldn't sleep I always read the last sentence Ellie wrote and what she meant by it as it led me to confusion
