K so I know I should do more relations but I just want to say this.
My life isn't the best, I cry almost everyday and somehow the days these chapters come out I don't cry
There's only 2 reasons for that
1 I get to pretend my life isn't what it is for a few hours and I'm just sucked into this book.
2 the people that read this book are so different from everyone else, I'm able to comment being my self and thats- amazing I don't have to pretend I don't have to fake I dont have to pretend that I'm happy
Cause I actually am
I sound so freaking STUPID writing these but the book and natilies work and the people reading them are the only things that can make me happy
I don't smile much anymore I don't laugh much and I forgot what happyness feels like if I'm being honest
Maybe I do feel it but-... I don't know it's weird
I just feel numb
I used to be able to talk to my friends or roleplay and be instantly better but it's hard now things are hard everything's changed in less than a month
I moved, almost lost a friend, got really depressed and everything's new.
And natilie makes everything seem likes it's going to be ok.. like I'm better
I can let go and dive into a whole other world for a few hours
Alright I'll leave it at that.
I'll write more relations soon ❤️❤️
(Ps this is an old one I probably wrote in like beginning of 2020??) So here's this... also thank you alot for reading there's alot of you 😊 I'll be putting out some storys of my own at some point soon )
HI!! I HAVE A NEW BOOK OUT, ITS A MARVEL DR FANFICTION TYPE THING PLEASE GO CHECK IT OUT!!!! ITS PETER PARKER BUT ALSO HAS EVERY CHARACTER
YOU ARE READING
Fan Appreciation (The Player Next Door)
RandomThis is a place where I'm going to put out how much this book means to me, if you haven't read it it's called "The Player Next Door" and the sequel is "Play No More" by @BabyInACorner . I wanted to write down the things that this book has changed i...
