Welcome to growing up, kid.

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September 1st, 1989.

Dear diary, here we are. First day of senior year.

More like September 4th, 2023, at 1:32 am 4th week of senior year.

I always kind of used this "relations" thing to tell storys about my life and love for the book, but now I think it's a cute little thing to look back on my 13 year old life to now

So. Life update:

1. Got into a toxic relationship. Thought it was so cute that he was an asshole but also kind of sweet when in reality he was manipulative and not every kind. Learned the very hard way.

2. Started to love myself, alot. It's so nice to just... sit and read a book and be okay being alone

3. Found a much love for theater and acting (has always been there but I think I want to actually do something with it <3 )

4. I have SUCH amazing friends... people who told me things I went through weren't okay, and who stuck by my hyperactive side through everything. God I'm going to miss them. So much.

5. Uuuh what else has changed from being 13??

6. Also I lied when I said I'm not a fan fiction girl anymore, I am SO a fan fiction girl <3

Someone said they thought this was gonna be a fangirl for Austin book so here's your fan girling:

Bro always has food on him he's such a taurus and I love it sm, he's also definitely a cuddler are you kidding?! Like he's so funny, sarcastic, a little goofy, always has food, has his buddies back. That's boyfriend material if I've ever seen it. I wish you could see my goofy smile, thats my book bf.

ALSO OMG HI NAT YOU ARE BACK IM SO GLAD YOU DIDNT TRY TO PET A RACCOON AND GOT EATEN (my running theory, that or you were actually a grandma with grandchildren and peacefully passed in your sleep curled up in a cozy blanket with coffee you definitely shouldn't have been drinking)

Nah I don't have adhd/tism what are you talking about?

I cant think of more atm sooo,

Petition to make paperback or hard covers of Natalie's books? Or better yet a netflix series/movie but like one of the good ones not the one where the plot gets so off and toxic it doesn't make sense. I want like I'm watching the book not based off the book thanks

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