I say I'm fine
I laugh with you
We joke around
It ends to soon
I pray each night
A better day to find
I shiver with chills
I'm out of my mind
You still can't see
The pain I'm in
You can't hear
My cries and sin
I call out
Though silent I stay
I scream out
My voice say nay
I weild my sorrow
As a dagger in my hand
I pray for this to end
I try to stand
I can't keep my feet on the ground
My knees hit the concrete
I just can't hold on
For me, death it a treat
You can't see my scars
I hide them well
Yet I play them on my face
My hope, to sell
When your gone
I curl into myself
My tears are shed
I need some help
Take me in your arms
Its all I need
I need a warm hug
For its me feed
I need that warmth
That takes my chills
I need that strengh
That keeps me well
None of you can see that I cry every night, not the one whos closest to me, and they never will. I refuse to look weak, and maybe thats my downfall. I can't hold on, I've triend once, I'll try again, just take me away from a place thats broken, fill me with love, love that doesn't burry the pain, but destroyes it. I cry, because I need a hug, but God knows I wont get it.
