If Only...

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If only the world knew how much this life has made me cry.

If only my friends hadn't given up on me at first try.

If only courage stuck by me when things wern't going right.

If only someone supported me through this battle, this fight.

My prayer is that you one day realise your mistake.

My prayer is for you to stop your ways, there fake.

My prayer is for you to feel my pain through another.

My prayer is for you to stop your ways and uncover the real

truth about everything you need to know.

Our once friendship, our love wasn't built to throw.

I have come to a point where I know I can never rise again

because this world has seriously put me through too much pain.

If only I had a timer to an explosive labelled 'My past'.

I would blow up all I own and gain freedom at last...

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Looking back at these poems I wrote in my book, Im glad to see how far i've come.. There's always hope and never room for any 'if only'

If only there was no such word as if only....

~ Skylar xx

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