possible TW, Idk. it's depressing af but you were warned in the description
what's the point in talking
when everyone just says it'll be okay
what's the point in trying
when no one understands what I'm trying to say
I can't explain what i'm feeling
because I don't understand myself
How to get the right words out
to let others know I've got nothing left
I can't keep doing this
this constant repetitive hell that I'm living in
this need to be better, to do better
but having no clue how to rid my head of this sin
this overwhelming sadness that just won't go away
I grab my head, tears falling from my eyes
gasping for breath
as I try to ignore the lies
but are they lies?
or just a truth that I don't want to see
because how could anyone possibly show me love
when i don't even have love left for me
YOU ARE READING
thoughts and feelings
Poetryinside my head: can sometimes be a scary place. I use to write poetry but I stopped for a very long time. Idk how often I will update this, but here we go. It's really just an outlet for my feelings. If you decide to take the journey, well...good l...
