Part 19

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5 months later

I have been drinking,smoking and going out every night. I would go to bars and just drink. Boys will come up to me and try to get my number but I just take the rest of my drink and leave. My mom has been trying to calm me down but I just can't. All I do is cry,drink and smoke. It's the morning I get into the shower and do my routine. I get out and do my routine. I put my hair in a messy bun and pick my outfit out. I pick this outfit👇🏽

* put your hair in a messy bun and socks*

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* put your hair in a messy bun and socks*

I walk downstairs to see my mom cooking breakfast.

Mom(Kelly): good morning Mija
Y/n: morning
Kelly: when are you going to stop
Y/n: stop what mom huh drinking my pain away. Smoking my pain away.
Kelly: mija im just looking out for you that's all
Y/n: well I don't want your help.

I stood from my chair and go inside my room. I lay in my bed and just cry. After a hour a hear a knock on my door.

Y/n: come in

The person or should I say people came into my room and that's when I froze.

Mattia's pov:
I get up. I have never been home I'm always at missions. I drink and smoke my pain away. I wonder how y/n is doing. I wonder if she got a boyfriend. I know this is wrong but I just want her safe. I wore joggers and a black hoodie going downstairs. I say hi to everyone and go sit on the couch. I was sitting on the couch when I got a phone call. I answer it

Mattia: hello
??: hi mattia this is Kelly y/n's mom.
Mattia: oh hi Kelly. What you need
Kelly: well my daughter is what is wrong
Mattia: what do you mean.
Kelly: she drinks,smokes and goes out to clubs all the time and doesn't get home till 2-3 in the morning. She gets drunk so much that the police have to come bring her home. She cry's all the time and I just need your help
Mattia: I see I will come over thank you

I hang the phone up and grab my keys.

Mattia: I'm going to y/n's house y'all wanna come
Ale: yes I wanna see what is going on with her
Kai: yea me too it's been 5 months
Katie: I miss my bestie
Ros: yea me too
Alo: I miss my mom

We all get into the car and drive to her house. We get there and Knock on the door. Her mom opens it. I get a notification from my phone saying Daddyeatsyourtoes posted a picture.

2,321 likes❤️ 1,557 comments💬Daddyeatsyourtoes: it hurts to know y'all still left me😔 Comments: @Y/n

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2,321 likes❤️ 1,557 comments💬
Daddyeatsyourtoes: it hurts to know y'all still left me😔
Comments:
@Y/n.fan: aww babe it's ok🥺
@Y/n.fanpage: your making me cry
@Hater: Im glad they left you☺️
@Hater: stupid bitch
@Fan.y/n.page: who are you talking about
@Y/n.supporter31: who left you
@Hater: aww what are you going to do now🙂
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I look at the group and they saw the same thing. We go up to her room and knock. I hear her softy say come in. We walk in and we see her look at us. She just froze.
Play song⚠️

Y/n's pov:
I wanted to break down and say why why did you leave me.i couldn't help but stare.

Ale: hey y/n
Y/n: don't hey me
Kai: your mom called us
Y/n: really

I push them out the way and head downstairs to my mom in the kitchen. I know the others followed me.

Y/n: what the hell
Kelly: what
Y/n: why the hell would you bring them
Kelly: you need help
Y/n: I don't want help from anyone
Alo: y/n we want to make sure you are ok
Y/n: make sure I'm ok YOU LEFT ME ALONE YOU SENT ME AWAY HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME.
Mattia: I sent you away because I thought it wasn't safe for you and I wanted to protect you
Y/n: no the person who I wasn't safe from was myself

I stayed through tears. I couldn't handle them. I pick up my moms glass vase and slam it to the ground. I start throwing things making mattia look at me worried.

Y/n:FUCK YOU I HATE ALL OF YOU
Mattia: you don't mean that
Y/n: your right I don't I only hate you so get the fuck out of my house
Mattia: I'm not going anywhere
Y/n: then I'll go simple

I have a weak smile grabbing my phone and get to the door trying to lock it but couldn't unlock it.

Y/n: why the fuck can I not open it
Ros: I'm sorry
Y/n: why *crying* why did you leave me.
Mattia: it wasn't safe for you.
Y/n: no I don't want no bullshit excuse tell me the truth
Mattia: when you got shot and fainted I thought it was my fault that I put you in that hospital so I put you out of harms way
Y/n: nothing is your fault. But nothing will ever change
Katie: what are you talking about
Y/n: mattia I will always hate you
Mattia: will this make you hate me

Before I could even talk mattia smashes his lips to mine. I miss his soft touch. I miss kisses. I miss everything about him. I pull away and look at him in the eyes

Y/n: yes
Mattia: y/n I never thought I needed you in my life this bad. Your not like the other girls I've been with. You make me crave your touches and affection. I can't live without you. I-I-I love you

I had no words after he said I love you. I don't know if he is playing with me or if it is even real. But I do love him but I'm just scared. You know what fuck it

Y/n: I love you too and I feel the same way

We hug and I kiss him on lips making me smile. I whisper in his ear ever do that shit again and I will shoot you. I go upstairs making him look at me scared. The others follow. I told them I forgave them and they all slept in my room. I fell asleep too changing my led lights to blue. Mattia cuddles me and I felt safe in his arms. I close my eyes and go to sleep

-Williams❤️ happy 4th of July🙂

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