* Shanes POV *
I woke up and started to cry, Ryland turned over and panicked. " baby, what's wrong?! " he panicked as he hugged me. " oh I'm just stressed at the moment you know... writing my horror film." I lied. Ryland kissed my head. " I'm gonna go make breakfast okay? I love you " he left for the kitchen. I got out of bed then ran into the bathroom and started to have a panic attack. I was very confused, I was engaged to Ryland and I loved jeffree?! " what is my life.. " I whispered. I knew I had to do something about this, I can't stay guilty forever..
I grabbed my phone and began to text jeffree:
* text conversation *
S- hey, do you wanna hang out today? if your free?
J- of course! <3 wanna come to mine? you can meet the new babies!
S- yess! What time? X
J- 13:00?
S- I'll be there at 1 bye xx
J- drive safely! X
* end of texts *
" right Shane you can do this " I said to myself.
* 1pm *
Right Shane.. come on you can do this, grow up. The door opened...
