"What can I do I can't handle it anymore, my life is horrible I can't live anymore, can I die?"
"No." said Roxi
"But why not? I need to get off this earth, no one likes me only you and I wish I have a boyfriend like you Roxi I hate my life! I need to escape."
"Do you need a smoke?"
"Yeah okay, but I've never had one before."
"Yeah so, you've done weed, its the same thing."
"Okay."
I light up my first smoke and I'm hooked. You would never think that a fifteen year old girl would've done weed and smoked at such a young age.
Well fuck you and you what fuck you to fuck everyone i hate everyone
My friend walks off as I turn weird. I start to shake and I swear to god i was having a fit as i get i knife out of my bag and i start stabbing things around me and soon enough i start cutting myself as tears blur my vision as i cut myself ahhh i say as i do it and now i go for my legs and my face but before i go to my face my friend stop me and called for help
OMG WHAT HAVE YOU DONE! JAZZ
i cry in her arm as her school dress gets covered in my blood and she just tells me to stop crying everything will be fine I'm here its going to be OK
AHHHHH its not i want to die i cant live like this i hate you and me AHHHH!
jazz don't say that as she starts to cry i dint mean to hurt her like that she keeps on holding me and some guy from our school walk past
help please!!??
the guy looks at us and said that he will go and get help but he never came back so Roxi has no chose but to leave me to go and get help our phones were out of range for some reason but there was i big Storm coming so that might of been why... any who
ill be right back you need help
i just cried i was to weak i guess to answer back so she run off to save my life as she run off my eyes be came heavy and i closed my eyes i told myself just close your eyes for a minute or two and open them again. yeah so that fucking helped i closed my eyes and never woke up!
Roxi found me on the floor in the park pale as fuck and my eyes still closed but she couldn't find anyone it was like everyone have left the town 4 hours have past and no one not even a bird Roxi ran off to go home no one was home she went to mine same on one was there she became frightened and ran back to me and tried to wake me up but it was too late i was died and i know all this is because I'm a ghost and i see her crying i give her a kiss on the cheek as she drags my body into the bushes she cleans my knife and puts it back in my bag and makes a brake for it but she was stopped by something i looked up and it was a Devil
what she can see them i always wired as we were growing up but i never thought it was this.
what are you doing here run away and don't look back said the dark voiced thing it looked like her dad he died in the war as we were kids but i couldn't be him could it?
dad... said Roxi i cant see you i sky is too dark
you foolish girl you killed your best friend you ran away when she needed you the most and you put her in a bush she is around you right now all you have to do is turn around
Roxi tried to turn around but her dad cursed her so she could never turn around to see me and i could never get in front of her so in a way we were both cursed.
