stuck forever

Chapter 13

Kashmere's pov *2 weeks later *

My so called dad has been coming around more and more and I'm sick of it this morning he came here and I even believe I heard him creeping outta my moms room🙄 I swear if she takes this man back I don't know what I'd do! I walked downstairs and I heard my momma in the kitchen I walked in the kitchen and she was cleaning so I decided to sit down

Tonya- hey baby

Kash- hey ma can I ask Yu sumn ?

Tonya- what's up

Kash- Why was Jason here creeping out your room

She looked at me in shock and I waited for an answer

Kash- I know Yu ain't taking him back after all we've been through!

Tonya- Kashmere .... you'll never understand your father-

I cut her off

Kash- He's not my father jus because Yu nut in someone doesn't-

I was cut off by her slapping me in the mouth and I was shocked

Tonya- watch your mouth! Ever since he's came around you've been getting out of character! Now everybody else forgave him so it's time for Yu to forgive him! Let it go Kashmere

Kash- NO! FUCK HIM! FUCK FORGIVING HIM BECAUSE OF HIM NOT BEING A MAN WE HAD A FUCKED UP LIFE!

I said crying and she cried too she took a deep breath and wiped her eyes

Tonya- Well excuse me Kashmere! I'm sorry Yu couldn't live how your friends did! But I tried my best!

Kash- MA IM SORRY!

Tonya- No it's okay you've said enough!

She said walking outta the kitchen and I immediately felt like shit... I ain't mean to hurt my mamas feelings!

*later that day*

I was laying in bed with Aj tracing his tattoos with my index finger I was really feeling like shit from earlier it's been on my mind all day

Aj- Uhhh Yu okay babe?

Kash- uhh yea why Yu ask?

Aj- Because normally after we have sex Yu go to sleep now either I ain't do my job or Yu got sumn on yo mind

He joked I gave him a small smile and then kissed his chest

Kash- My mom and Jason ...

I said looking up at em and he kissed my forehead

Aj- Jason? Babe he's your dad!

Kash- he's my sperm donor that man ain't ever done anything for us and my momma wanna keep sleeping with em like a dummy! Ion mean to say it but it's the truth why would Yu sleep with a man that abandoned Yu and your kids

Aj- I mean we never understand the things our parents do! It's the same shit tho babe jus how my dad cheated and my mom still stayed with him ...love makes Yu do questionable things

He said looking at me and I raised an eyebrow

Kash- So Yu gone be cheating too? And ima stay cause I love Yu

I said rolling my eyes and he laughed

Aj- Kashmere No! Don't ever say that again I love Yu I never cheated on Yu and I never will

Kash- It scares me tho...

Aj- what scares Yu baby?

Kash- We've been together almost 4 years and never been through anything! Our relationship is too perfect and that scares me because nothing ever last forever