Chapter Fourteen

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BRIGHT'SPOINT OF VIEW

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BRIGHT'S
POINT OF VIEW

WHY did it have to be like this? Bakit kailangan maging ganito ka complicated ang buhay 'pag nagmahal ka? My feelings are too confusing for me to understand. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong maramdaman no'ng nakita ko sina Win at Hans na magkasama. Especially knowing the fact that Win didn't answer my call because he was busy with his ex.

Yes, I got jealous. I didn't like seeing him with Hans kasi alam ko na may feelings pa rin siya dito. What if biglang nagbago ang isip ni Hans at gusto niyang magbalikan sila? There's a possibility na papayag si Win. Of course, I didn't want that to happen.

At the same time, concerned rin ako para kay Kisha. Sinaktan man niya ako, she still holds a place in my heart and I wouldn't want her to get hurt because of the guy she chose over me.

"Hans, balikan mo na si Kisha. She needs you right now," malamig na sabi ni Win dito and then he turned to me. "Ikaw rin, Bright. You should go back to the hospital. Mas kailangan ka do'n."

Walang salita na sumakay si Hans sa kotse niya at mabilis na umalis. Pero nanatili ako sa kinatatayuan ko. Kailangan pa naming mag-usap. But I wasn't sure kung may patutunguhan pa ang pag-uusap namin. Win looked so cold like I said something that hurt him. Why was he acting like that? Siya naman ang may ginawang mali, ah.

"Bakit mo pa siya kinausap? What's the point?" inis kong tanong.

"Huli na 'yon," tipid niyang sagot. "Don't worry, hindi na mauulit 'yon."

"You still love him, right?"

Hindi siya nakasagot. He just looked at me with a painful look. I could see that he was so close to tearing up pero pinigilan lang niya ang sarili niya.

"Mahal mo pa rin si Kisha," aniya. He wasn't asking, he was stating a fact na parang siguradung-sigurado siya do'n. "I don't blame you for that. It's not easy to unlove an ex. So why do I feel like you're taking it against me na may feelings pa rin ako kay Hans?"

"Win..."

"Ikaw lang ba ang pwedeng magmahal sa ex? Ako ba, dapat okay na ako agad? Dapat ba nakapag-move on na ako?"

"That's not what I mean."

"Next time na tayo mag-usap. Pareho pang magulo ang isip natin. Let's... let's just call this a night. Pagod na 'ko."

Napilitan akong tumango.

He was right. Our emotions were both heightened and it wasn't the right time for us to talk. We might end up arguing even more kung ipipilit namin.

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