paradise on earth - rudy pankow

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟠

Unedited

once i read rudy's comment i started blushing like crazy and i'm pretty sure maddie caught on.

"sooo rudyyyy" she said shoving my shoulder a bit "guess i'm winning the bet" she said confidently
"i wouldn't be so sure" mads said walking out of her room "he was prob trying to grow some balls, it'll take some time don't worry" she said
"nothings going to happen because he doesn't like me" i insisted
"you are so oblivious omg" maddie said
"whatever, let's go the boys are getting impatient" i said getting up and putting on my crocs
"you just wanna see rudyyyy" mads teased
"shut upppp" i said grabbing our keys "come on"

we left the apartment and got into our car. it was a 15 minute drive to the boys' apartment. apparently they couldn't all rent an apartment in the same building because they didn't have anymore available in the one we were staying at.

——

once we got to their apartment complex we went to the 10th floor and walked to their apartment number. we knocked on the door and drew let us in.

"finally" he said letting us in
"oh quit complaining" mads said
"just be happy we actually came" i said pushing him with my shoulder

rudy got up to come give me a hug so i hugged back.

"hey" he muffled into my hair
"hey" i said smiling
"awwww" everyone around us said

we pulled apart and went to sit on the couch to binge movies. the guys had ordered two pizzas and had a bunch of drinks in the fridge.

madelyn and chase sat on the right side of the couch, drew and austin in the middle, jd and maddison on one of the love sacs and me and rudy on the other love sac.

i cuddled into him getting comfortable and laying my head on his chest. i inhaled and took a whiff of his cologne and he smelt amazing.

a few minutes into the movie the pizza had come and we all got up to grab drinks and slices of pizza. chase and austin got drinks for everyone while drew got paper plates.

i put one pizza on my plate and chase immediately made a comment "you sure you only want one, we go through pizza really fast"
"yea it's fine i don't eat that much anyways" i said
"you're not anorexic or anything are you" austin said
"austin! you know how rude that is" maddie yelled
"i didn't mean to be rude i was just genuinely curious" he retorted
"no it's fine really, i'm not anorexic, anymore at least" i started saying "when i was in middle school i would constantly get bullied about my size or my weight, and now that i look back at it i wasn't even that big y'know and it was a really dark time in my life and i didn't really have anyone to help me. so i started eating less and less and barely consumed anything. then people started calling me 'anorexic' and 'way too skinny'  and i grew into a state of depression and it was really hard to go through that in middle school. but my freshman year i discovered musically, i started growing on the app and became known on it. it was a really good outlet for me where i wasn't judged or hated. eventually it was changed to tiktok and that's when i met a lot of my current bestfriends. the people that used to bully me stopped and tried being my friends because i had that fame. i graduated high school and started doing tiktok as a job, i joined the hypehouse and became even closer with all those people. and now, here i am" i said sighing at the last sentence

"i'm so sorry you had to go through that but remember, all that made you who you are now. and for the time that i've known you you're the strongest most badass girl i know" maddie said
"thanks" i said giving her a hug, eventually the rest of them started coming and hugging me and it turned into a group hug

"i know i've only known you guys for like two days but i love you guys so much, you have no idea how much you all mean to me" i said on the verge of tears
"and you mean so much to us" rudy said and everybody started pulling away from the hug
"alright enough with the sadness let's get this party started" i shouted causing everyone else to start 'whooping'

chase handed me a drink and i looked at him and laughed
"what is there something on me" he said touching his face
"no, i'm 19 i can't drink" i said handing the drink back to him
"age is just a number and anyways it's just us so you can drink" he said giving the drink back to me
"only if you want to" drew added
"eh not the first time def isn't the last" i said shotgunning the white claw

we finished three movies and all the pizza. now it was around 3 in the morning. maddie didn't drink so she could drive us home. drew austin and jd got into our car and we dropped them off since they were in the same apartment complex as us.

i walked inside our apartment and immediately crashed in my room. i was going to feel that hangover in the morning. 'thank god we're off from work tomorrow' i thought.

———————————————————————
a/n i'm so so so grateful for all the support on this story, it means the world to me. i hope you all enjoy the rest of this story!!