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Chapter 38

HOW DID I FVKING FORGET
you mentally screamed staring at your phone

You freaking forgot about your group, with chungha sunmi and somi. And you forgot that you had to perform AGAIN at the end of the year

O M G

Chuchu :
hey~ y/n, sorry to bother but I just wanted to ask if you can maybe... practice with us or something? I know that your not feeling ok rn but, there is only one month left

:You
I AM REALLY SORRY, WHY DIDN'T TELL ME EARLIER? I FREAKING FORGOT!

Chuchu :
Your roommate told us that you were stressed out lately so we managed to practice alone for like a month

Chuchu :
We are meeting at my place at 12 pm tomorrow

You read the messaged feeling all guilty for simply leaving your group members like this, what kind of leader you are? Stupid emotions...

Well, luckily they understand your situation, thanks to yoongi who told them

You quickly took of your dress and put it aside, too lazy to put it back in the closet, then you wore Adidas pants and a grey hoodie
You layed on your bed tapping on your phone, telling taehyung what happened
He didn't reply, maybe he's asleep, the trip must be tiring
You put your phone aside and covered your eyes with the back of your hand
You still had too much energy left for an unknown reason, you couldn't sleep
So you got up quickly groaning
You looked at the mirror and saw that your makeup was still on
So you washed your face before going to the living room

Yoongi looked at you frowning in confusion
"Weren't you crying a minute ago?" He asked following you with his gaze until you landed on the couch

"Just... forget about what happened" you said and grabbed a pillow to hug as it was a habit of yours

"What are you watching?" You asked him looking at the TV

"Ooooh isn't that strong woman do bong soon? I really like this kdrama!" You said

"Yes it is" he replied, still confused how you changed from a crying mess into this so fast

You weren't really feeling well, the pain was still there in your heart, but you wanted to recover as soon as possible! So you decided to distract yourself as much as possible

"Isn't park hyung sik so handsome? I mean look at dem visuals!" You said admiring him

"The female actress is so pretty too" yoongi said

"Hm? You mean park bo young? I know right? She's so cute!" You said fangirling hard

Yoongi looked down as his attempt to make you jealous failed

'Maybe we aren't meant to be together after all' he thought and stood up

"Where are you going?" You asked him, not lifting your eyes from the screen

"I am sleepy, going to sleep" he laid and entered his room
He took his phone and stared at a particular contact
"I don't know if I should do this" he said and sent a message to that contact

: Yoongi
Hey

Jungkook :
Oh hey, long time no speak

:Yoongi
I need you to help me

Jungkook:
Wait a minute I am taking a screenshot

:yoongi
Ugh just, make it quick it's urgent

Jungkook:
What is it?

"So, these are written by you!?" You asked sunmi who was nervously playing with her fingers
"These are great! I'll gladly rap my part on stage!" You exclaimed happily making sunmi loosen up a bit
"You memorized your parts didn't you? I'll try to memorize mine as fast as I can" you said admiring the lyrics
"What would you like to do now?" You said putting them aside, wanting to do something fun

"Chungha, do you have any dances that you'd like to share?" You asked chungha who gladly nodded

"Great! Show me" you said and all of you stood up

Chungha :black ripped jeans (Lisa)
Somi: fish nets (rosè)
Sunmi: short hair (jisoo)
You: long hair and bangs (jennie)

"That was fun" you said drying your sweat, breathing was a bit hard
"Indeed! It feels like ages since we had fun like this!" Somi happily said and layed on the floor
"We missed you y/n" sunmi said and smiled
"Me too" you said as chungha hugged you from behind

You got back to your dorm and looked around the living room
Hmm... weird that yoongi isn't here
He normally watch TV at this hour
Well, it not like you cared
You looked at you phone to see some notifications
"Hm? 20 messages from 2 chats?" You quietly said and 'seened' the messages
18 messages was from taehyung, telling you that jungkook is not worth it and that there are other guys who will go nuts to date you unlike jungkook, and that he's bored and wanted to speak with you
Luckily he was too afraid to call, he knew you'll shave his head if he wakes you up
The other 2 messages was from jungkook
Your heart felt hurt for a moment but you inhaled before opening the chat

Jungkook:
Hey :)

Jungkook:
Want to go on a study date?

Your eyes widened at that, you really needed this, some time with jungkook so you can move on him, it'll hurt a lot but you had to do this or you'll break down after some time

:You
Sure! When?

Jungkook:
Whenever you want

You read the message and started thinking of a good time, then your phone buzzed making you look at it

Jungkook:
Is it ok if we study at your place?