Cyn'Cere
3 am
I woke up to a dry as throat and empty bed
Fuck did he go?
I walked downstairs to the fridge to get something to drink and a little snacky snack , cause I'm finna be up for a little minute, I make my way towards the living and hear snoring..... it's Kendrick no shirt no pants just his basketball short
Why you staring at me creep he said snapping me out of my thoughts
Creep you have the audacity to call me a creep boy you a whole stalker in the night what the fuck I said laughing
Why you up anyway he asked as he got up and stretched
I was thirsty so I got up and got something to drink I thought you slept upstairs I said
Nah I slept down here plus I gotta leave in a few hours he said
Oh okay
Ion know why I'm asking this man shit like that when I just didn't want to be alone due to the pills I popped in the hospital bathroom, and I lied about why I passed out , and on top of that I denied treatment for it if my heart gives up then so be it ion have heart disease or anything it's just I pop trims and per s to stay sane if I don't ima go fucking crazy
Cyn'Cere what is these he said holding up a bag of pills
How the fuck he get that shit out my pocket?
Idk why you asking me I said tryna play it safe
Because they was on the floor of your living room he said
They must be Naraji's then I said going to grab them but he moved his hand
Never took you as the person to lie Cyn'Cere he said
W-What are you talking about I asked
I told you earlier that I can read you like a book so why are you lying
Why does It's matter to you why I'm lying maybe ion want you in my business I said
Why drugs you could've just smoked weed but pills you can fucking overdose on ? What you tryna do turn yourself into a junkie might as well say it's crack in the form of a pill He said
Lmao if that's how you feel the door is right there Ian making you stay you think of it as that then by all means leave I said laughing
I will then cause I'm not gonna sit here and watch you kill yourself and to think I just told you yesterday that I was gonna stay but this ain't it I watched my auntie die from shit like this I refuse to see it happen again hit my line when you in your right state of mind , if it's not to late Ian gonna wait around any longer he said putting on his stuff and walking out the door
Leave then I don't give a flying fuck they always leave in the end so why should I care about life
Deja'Rae
Now who the fuck can be knocking at my door it's 3:30 am I said
I opened the door to Naraji standing there
Hey Deja'Rae I need to talk to you it's important Naraji said
Okay wassup I said as I let her
I told Cyn'Cere that I would never tell her secrecy you anyone but it's only getting worse she gonna be mad but ole well
What is it I said knowing it had to be bad for Naraji to come here
Cyn'Cere she's popping pills and different kind at once and it's fucking with her body I can't tell her dad cause I'm scared of how he'll react she his last daughter and and she doesn't care what nobody says she's gonna do it anyway I tried so many times to get her to stop but she won't and that shit eating her and me alive I can't watch my Bestfriend kill herself like that
I was shocked cause who knew Cyn'Cere would go down that road , she was always smiling, laughing and happy or was that just a show to throw everybody off ?
I say tell her dad he's the only one who could really help her if we're being honest but if we have to throw her in rehab , lock her in the basement or literally distance ourselves cause she don't wanna stop cause at the end of the day you can't help nobody that doesn't want help
Okay I guess we'll tell him but let's wait til next Friday when he's having a cookout that way if anything happens we'll be able to stop it
Okay I said
Alright im gonna go I'll talk to you later she said
Okay be careful I said
I will she said as she got in her car and pulled off
Dammit Cyn'Cere why you ain't say nothing , why do this to yourself or anybody that cares about you ,
A week later at the bbq
Chase (Cyn'Cere dad)
Wassup pops Cj said
Nothing is everybody here yet or no I asked
Yea they here but yo daughter looking kinda rough around the edges Cj said
Ain't nothing new she probably going through a phase who knows I'm just ready to have a good time and drink I said
Hey Everybody said as they came in the backyard
Wassup I told my 24 year old brother Kyle
Nothing much shit I been chilling for real hbu Kyle said
I been good , but I'm still tryna figure out wtf made pops and ma have you at that age I said laughing
Bitch shut the fuck you act like you don't love me hoe Kyle said
Aye where my lil niece at Kyle asked
Lil boy she older then you the fuck even your nephew older than you I said
You know what fuck you bitch Kyle said walking off leaving me all alone
It's been about 3 hours and I still haven't seen Cyn'Cere lately she's been off these past couple of months I just never said anything I said to myself
Hey dad two I need to tell you something it's about Cyn'Cere
What is it? I asked
Cyn'Cere she's been doing...........................
Cliffhanger 😭
Cyn'Cere popping pills ?
Kendricks reaction?
Naraji worrying about her?
Deja'Rae words about it?
