HEALING

WE CHOOSE

Abir entered the room with a straight face and controlled his emotions

Are bhai aap.acha hua aap aa gaye maine aur Bhabhi ne abhi abhi decide kiya hai ki apki aur unki Tarah baby bhi mujhe nanko bulaiga, awesome na.so matlab aaj se mai baby ka bhi nanko chachu se better hi hai, he and mishti laughed

watching him so excited for the baby and thinking of the decision he was going to take, abir could not control his emotions, he just hugged him tightly
Nanko and Mishti was surprised to see his sudden change of expressions
Abir thus controlled his emotions and broke the hug.

are bhai aap itna tension mat lo main aapka bhi nanko raghunga , mai jaanta hu aap mere aur baby ke bonding se jealous ho rahe ho,kya Bhabhi aap apne husband ko samjha dijiye baat baat pe senti hote rahte hai, said nanko laughing with mishti.

nanko tu jaa ,mujhe mishti se kuch baat karni hai, said abir all of a sudden

kya hogaya aap meri complain kar rahe ho kya??

nanko maine kaha na mujhe mishti se kuch baat karni hai, tu jaa, he was serious now

kunal understood it was something serious so he did not ask further questions
thik jaa raha hu par aap meri Bhabhi aur baby ka khayal rakhna, said kunal and left the room

kya baat hai abir tum itne tension mai kyu lag rahe ho...??
mishti tum kunal ko nanko kyu bulati ho?? he asked without any emotion on his face
ye kaisa sawal hai abir??
mishti jawab do...
mai use apna chota bhai maanti hu abir, ha Pehle humare relations kuch acche nahi the, infact bohot bure the lekin ab humara relation waisa hi hai jaisa tumhara aur uska.
accha, toh tum apne nanko se kitna pyaar karti ho
mishti was amazed at his sudden questions but decided to answer him
utna hi jitna tum kartey ho...
kitna, maine uske liye tumhe chod diya tha tum chod paogi??
she was confused with the questions
tumhare alava kuch bhi chod dungi abir
ye ghar chodna hoga, he said
kya?? she was hell shocked with his reply
abir sat on the bed out of sadness and mishti was standing right infront of him
he hugged her tightly and started crying

kya hua abir , tum ro kyu rahe ho aur tumne aisa kyu kaha ki hame ye ghar chodke jaana hoga , she was afraid

I am sorry mishti,mujhe maaf kardo . I am sorry baby aapke papa world ke best husband aur best papa dono hi nhi ban paye, he said touching her belly

she started crying watching abir in this condition , she let him calm down first and then broke the hug and asked him
kya hua abir tum aise kyu keh rahe ho?? tum mujhe dara raho ho ajeeb rajvansh batau mujhe kya hua hai

mishti, abir took a deep breath, he was making himself strong enough to tell her the truth
he held her both hands and told her
mishti kuhu ne mujse kaha hai ki woh tumhare saath ek ghar me nahi reh sakti, isliye yaa toh woh nanko ko chodkar iss ghar se chali jayegi yaa fir...he stopped

yaa phir yaa phir kyaa abir??

yaa phir mai tumhe yaha se jaane ke liye keh du..
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kyaa.????,mishti could not believe her ears. she could not believe that kuhu's insecurities would end up being so she not believe that kuhu would do this to her , that too when she was pregnant..

maine use bohot samjhaya mishti ki woh mere saath aisa naa kare, maine bohot minnate ki usse, apne ghutne tek diye uske saamne par woh nahi maani , he broke down, woh nahi maani mishti
mishti held him, abir. she started crying
tum batao mishti ab mai kya karu, aaj phir ek baar mujhe nanko aur tummese kisi ek ko chunna pad raha hai, mai kise chunu nanko ko, tumhe yaa hamare baby ko..
tumnahi jaanti mishti tumhe choose na karke mai kitna pachtaya hu do mahine tak, koi ek din bhi nahi tha jab maine tumhe yaad na kiya ho, koi ek din nahi tha jab maine tumhara dil todna regret na kiya ho...,bohot saari problems face karne ke baad hum ek hue hai mishti, maine bohot mehnat se tumhe ek perfect family dii hai, tumhe yakeen dilaya hai ki tum bhi ek perfect bfamily deserve karti ho, tumse tumhara yakeen kaise chinn lu mishti, tumse tumhari yeh perfect family kaise chinn lu, iss baby se uski family kaise chinn lu

aur kunal ka kya abir, she asked in a heavy voice

kunal, mera nanko, tum jaanti ho mishti Shweta ke jaane ke baad kunal bilkul tut gaya tha, uska relationships ke upar se bharosa uth gaya tha , maine bohot mushkil se use sambhala tha lekin ab agar kuhu bhi use chodke chali jayegi toh mai use sambhal nahi paunga mishti, mera nanko tut jayega mishti woh tut jayega

mishti was heartbroken to see abir in so much pain, but she had to hold him together she could not let him break down like this, she held her tears back and smiled

shut up ajeeb rajvansh kya mera mera nanko mera nanko laga rakha hai, bhulo mat abir woh ab sirf tumhara hi nahi mera bhi nanko hai, tumhari tarah mai bhi use tutt ta hua nahi dekh sakti

toh mai kya karu mishti, maine tumse aur baby se promise kiya hai ki mai tum dono ko chodkar kahi jauga, tumse kiye hue saare promises tode hai na maine lekin ye promise nahi todunga , mai tumhe aur humare baby ko chodke kahi nahi jaunga, he had decided

mishti wiped his tears
mai tumse bohot naaraz hu abir, tumhari himmat kaise hui mere ajeeb rajvansh ko bura bhala kehne kii, tum nahi jaante ki woh iss duniya ka best husband hai aur dekhna who iss duniya ka best papa bhi banke dikhaiga, she smiled and cupped his face and asked tumne kuhu ke saamne ghutne kyu teke abir?? woh ladki tume deserve nahi karti abir,she cried

mishti,he held her hand tumhare aur nanko ke liye mai kuch bhi kar sakta hu , phir woh kuhu ke saamne ghutne tekna hi kyon na ho..

Abir meri baat suno,she wiped his tears tum ab phirse kisise sorry nahi kahoge aur kisike ke saamne ghutne nahi tekoge ,promise me abir
abir in turn wiped her tears and said i promise mishti i promise
woh keh rahi hai naa tumse ki mujme aur kunal me kisi ek ko chune toh use keh do ki kunal ki bhaiyya aur Bhabhi ne apne nanko ko chuna hai, hum apne baby ke liye nanko ko hurt nahi kar sakte abir, agar aisa kiya humara humse naraaz ho jayega ki hume uske nanko ke saath aisa kyu kiya

lekin mishti mai tumhe iss family se durr nahi kar sakta, mai ladunga kuhu se mishti,woh aisa nahi kar sakti hamre saath

mai jaanti hu abir ki tum agar hamare liye jhuk sakte ho tum lad bhi sakte ho...
lekin kab tak,kab tak ladoge abir aur kis kis se ladago, apni family se ,maa se yaa kuhu se, nahi abir mai hamesha tumhe iss tarah tut the hue nahi dekh sakti abir
tumne kaha tha na abir ki pregnancy me mujhe bohot saari cravings hongi aur tum unhe pura karoge, craving nahi hai ek wish hai meri pura karoge??

yess,he signed

yaha se chaltey hain abir, please mujhe yaha se le chalo, mai har baar tumhe aise nahi dekh sakti , mai tumhe yaha se le jaana chahti hu
mai nahi chahti ki hum humesha kisi na kisi ke dabaav ,kisi ke pyaar yaa kisi ki insecurities ki sazaa bhugtey, she was crying heavily
meri family toh tum ho abir, humara honewala baby, mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye
saying this she hugged him tight mujhe sirf tumhara saath chahiye ajeeb rajvansh aur hamare baby ko uske papa....

he gained back all his strength through her words, he understood that what she was saying was absolutely correct, that she wanted to do what exactly he wanted long back to happen
and moreover he was happy that this time he was not forcefully taking a harsh decision, it was their mutual decision to leave the house
that this time he was not alone his angry chorni was their with him

he kissed her forehead and said PACK OUR BAGS MISHTI HUM YAHAAN SE JAA RAHE HAI.