I don't know what's happening to me. I really need to leave, I can't be here anymore. It's becoming worse, I can't breathe. I almost ran away yesterday, thinking about leaving all my accomplishments behind. I don't even care about it anymore, I just see it as ticket for my way out. But is it really worth it if I have to pretend I'm happy while mind is screaming ,,Just go". Even my suitcases are ready. I don't know what I'm doing or where I want to go anymore. I'm afraid all I need is a snap, just one snap. One.
