It's been very hard lately. It's been hard ever since you were gone. I remember that last day, you told me you'll be happy if I was happy and walked away. I didn't have enough time to tell how much I love you, but I promised myself I'll be happy.
Every time I was sad I would imagine you smiling somewhere in a hidden corner of heaven where sunflowers were tall and you facing them while writing poems.
But I'm not happy, and I can't pretend to be so anymore. I did it for you only.
All I can think about now is being in heaven with you, laughing and running towards the sun while your golden hair and white dress are carried by the warm breeze
holding your hand
smell of tall sunflowers
Wait for me, soon I'll be with you, happier than ever.
