I Love You, Goodbye : He Love's Me Not

Chapter 2

Raven Hellisha POV

Its been 2 months since Im living with Xaifer. Everyday he make me feels like I was just nothing. He treated me as his maid. Hes always mad at me. Everything I do was a mistake for him.

Tuwing pag uwi nya nakahanda na ang dinner nya dahil kung hindi, he'll be mad again. Im his fiance but wala daw syang pakealam. He even slap me one time when I tried to prepare his clothes.

"Don't do stupid things when I got home later. My fiance will arrive and she'll going to live here. " Malamig ngunit seryosong sabi nya naikinagulat ko.

Hindi pwede! Im his fiance!!

"Pero Xaifer, a-ako ang f-fiance mo."

Masama lalo itong tumingin sakin. Bakit ka ba ganyan Xaifer? Mahal kita at gagawin kong lahat para mahalin mo rin ako. Ang sakit na malaman na mahal mo talaga ang babaeng yun. Hindi ko man sya kilala ngunit alam ko sa sarili ko na wala akong laban dahil sya ang mahal mo, pero susubukan kong isugal ang damdamin ko para lang mapasakin ang pagmamahal mo.

"I will never accept you being my fiance. Yes, you're living here with me but I will never treat you as my fiance. You're just nothing to me." Ang sakit Xaifer, ang sakit sakit! Bago pa ako makapagsalita umalis na ito sa harap ko at nag tuloy tuloy na lumabas.

Di ko namalayang umiiyak na pala ako. Pagak akong napatawa. Im just fooling myself! He will never love me. But I will do my very best for him to love me back.

He used to be so kind and close to me back then. He even promise me that he will always be my hero. He was always there for me when I was sad. My parents are in states that time together with my older sister. Yes, I have a sister. She's the favor one. They always give attention to her. I cant help myself to envy her, but I cant do anything. Shes still my sister and I lover her.

Nang malamn kong uuwi na ang parents ko and also my sister, I was so happy. Pero naglaho yun nang wala man lang silang salubong sakin. I was happily standing at the front door of the mansion. Sinalubong ko sila pero wala man lang silang imik. Tumango lamang sila na animo isa ako sa katulong na nakahelera sa pintuan upang salubungin sila.

After a week, Xaifer became cold to me. I was 13 and he was 18 that time. I went to the park kung saan kami laginf tumatambay. I cove his eyes like I always do. Nagulat nalang ako nang malakas nyang tinanggal yun. Masamang tingin agad ang sinalubong nya. I thought he was just joking but no. He said that I should stay away from him. There where I found out, hes courting my sister.

Its already 5 in the afternoon. Nagsimula na akong magluto. After more that an hour I finished cooking. Inihain ko na ang mga pagkain dahilo maya maya lang ay dadating na si Xaifer.

Narinig ko ang sasakyan at sumunod naman ang pinto. Dali dali akong sumalubong dito ngunit masyadong masakit ang nadatnan ko.

Xaifer is home with my sister. Then I remembered, he said he'll bring his fiance. So its my sister.

So shes back from her vacation.

"X-Xaifer? A-Anong ibig sabihin nito?" Tanong ko. Please say that shes just visiting! Please?!

"Stupid! I told you Im going home with my fiance. Shes my fiance." Malamig na pagkakasabi nito.

Why? Bakit sya pa? Alam na alam ko nang wala talaga kong laban pero susubukan ko parin. Ang sakit sakit! Bakit kailangan pang maging ang ate ko?

"Hindi pwede Xaifer! Im your f-fiance! Kailanagn mo nang tanggapin Xaifer. Hindi kayo para sa isat isa!" Halos pasigaw ko na. I know I look desperate pero anong magagawa ko? I just love him so much.