Diamond Jamil
"Im so happy you came chile, its been a long time." Kendra said peeling boiled eggs for the potato salad and I was cutting collard greens
Natino was with his friends and cousins playing football in the backyard
"I know right." I chuckled scooping up the greens I had already cut and putting them into the clear glass bowl infront of me
"Mama where the aluminum foil ?" Emani asked her taking the baked mac and cheese out of the oven
I thought she was probably over the situation but by the looks her and her two friends givin me she's not.
"Should be in that cabinet there." She pointed and I rolled my eyes in annoyance cause I didn't like the energy at all
I should've stayed home, Ion even know why I came here around these weird ass vibes anyway.
After I finished, I cleaned up my mess and helped his mom tighten up the kitchen
"His cake look so nice." I said looking at the big Publix cake they had got him. My man finna be 21 Im finna make him get so much liquor for me.
"I know its gone be good too." She smiles wiping down the counter and I unlocked my phone going on instagram
"My baby finna be 21, Im ready for some more grandbabies now." She said and I only laughed
"Hey bitch ass hoes !" Natino walked in the kitchen and playfully mushed Emani head and my eyes widened cause what's wrong with him
"Boy move." She laughed as he playfully put his set up tryna hit her
"Boy don't be fuckin cussin in my shit !" His mom snapped at him "Acting like yo slow ass daddy !"
"You just cuss too so don't use that kinda language either." He says making me raise my brows. If she don't slap his ass I will
"Don't talk to her like that Natino." I looked at him before she could say anything back
"Girl Im not even stuttin his black ass." Kendra rolled her eyes continuing what she was doing
"Man shut the fuck up." Natino mugged me and Emani and her friends started laughing all loud and I just wanted to know what's so funny
"Bitch you shut up the fuck." I mugged him back "Emani what the fuck is funny ?" I said quick ready to treat this bitch real quick
"Ay, nah." Natino quickly gave me that shut the fuck up look
"I can laugh at whatever the fuck I wanna laugh at."
"Go laugh at how Nuke fucked and left you." I said and his mom looked at me weirdly
"Never got fucked and left." She laughed "Laugh at yo dead ass baby. How many abortions you had again ?"
"Oooh." The two girls next to her covered their mouth
I ran up on this bitch so fast like I wanted to kill all they ugly ass but I wanted to fuck Emani up cause this was supposed to happen years ago.
I ran right past Natino and he didn't even try to grab me and I knew that meant he actually wanted me to fuck some shit up
We both threw a blow at the same exact time. This bitch hit me in the nose so fucking hard I lost my shit.
"Back up !" I heard Natino saying as I was knocking this bitch upside the head so fucking hard that my nails was breaking and my knuckles was aching
"Hey !" Kendra yelled as we was knocking shit over in the kitchen and we eventually fell on the ground with me on top
"Yep Jamil !" Natino was yelling at me and that shit made me go even harder " Yep !"
Break this shit up !" Kendra screamed at him as some of his family was coming in due to the commotion
"You bet not hit my bitch, Imma kill you !" Natino was yelling at the other girls
He grabbed me off his sister two seconds later and mushed her in the face but she still had my damn hair
"Let it go Mani !" He screamed and she let it go. When I seen all this family crowded up staring at me like that I was so embarrassed.
"Come on," Natino pulled me off as they was all staring
"My phone." I mumbled feeling blood dripping from my nose and pooling in my mouth again
"I got it." He said as we were turning the corner and we went upstairs in the bathroom so I could clean my face.
"I shoulda fuckin stayed home !" I screamed after spitting blood in the sink
"Why you screamin at me ?" He threw the roll of paper napkins at me and I caught it
"How the fuck she know ! You told her after you knew—"
"I didn't tell ha shit about chu !" He yelled back as I cleaned my nose
"Fuck you, I don't even care !" I fixed my hair after I threw the bloody paper towel away
"I didn't do shit ta you brah !" He looked at me crazy. He was just making me even more mad but I didn't feel like fighting this bitch at all and it was so fucking upsetting
"Just take me home !" I snapped snatching my phone as he was handing it to me
"I swea if yo shit wun already black I would've blacked it my damn self !" He yelled at me "Bitch you just make me wanna kill yo dumb ass sometimes !"
"Bitch yo pie ass ain gone do a fuck thang !" I sucked my teeth opening the bathroom door
"See if I do shit when we get inna car bitch."
"Boy fuck you."
We got in the car and I was so glad to get the fuck away from there. I know his family probably had a bad impression of me but fuck it
No lie the shit she said was really getting to me and it really hurt. Sometimes I stand on how I did what I thought was right but other times it eats me the fuck alive.
"Ay." He grabbed my jaw making me face him as we sat in my driveway
"Don't let that shit get to you. That shit inna past Jamil."
"Why wouldn't it get to me ?" I stared at him "That's some shit I gotta live with not nobody else."
"We both gotta live wit dat shit, don't say dat man." He sucked his teeth
"You not in dis shit alone brah. I didn't tell Emani shit. Only my mama knew das probably how she know. You know I wun speak on you about some shit like that."
"I know." I mumbled looking out the window
"Want me put another one in dea ?" He touched my stomach smiling
"I don't want kids." I moved his hand
"Yes you do." He kissed the side of my head and I looked at him and he pecked my lips
"Im foreal wanna get pregnant tonight ?" He said making me smile big at how he said it. He always know how to cheer me up
"Please tell me you jokin." I laughed
"Deadass." He grabbed his ringing phone and declined the call from a scam likely number
"I don't want kids at all no more. I shouldn't have killed the one I had." I mumbled feeling bad about it again
"Everythang happen for a reason jit. We wun ready for some like that. I luh you regardless." He kissed my head as tears rolled down my face
"Love you too."
