2 months later
Diamond Jamil
"Dad why you ain tell me ?" I cried holding his hand as he laid in the hospital bed.
When I was getting ready for work this morning, my grandma called me and told me my dad was in the hospital due to his Lupus.
He hadn't been taking his medication which caused him to faint early this morning. I literally ran to my car and drove all the way to Liberty City.
This wasn't his first time doing this shit and it was scary each and every time.
"Ian want you worrin mama, Im good." He said hoarsely and I shook my head crying
"You always lyin, what the fuck !" I screamed at him getting up. I was so fed up with this shit
"You need to calm down girl." Joy mugged me
"Bitch shut the fuck up !" I screamed at her. I hate this bitch so bad like why my dad married her retarded ass
"And who the fuck you talkin to !" She screamed back
"You, bitch ass hoe !"
"Hey, hey, hey !" My uncle Charlie mushed me back cause I was ready to go milly rock this grown bitch
"Jamil ! Calm the fuck—" My dad sat up before he started coughing
"You gone let her talk to me like this !" I looked at my dad and he sighed
The family on my dad side was so fucking dysfunctional. They hated me every since I got here and I feel like my dad never defend me.
He let his kids treat me any kinda way and he never do shit about it. I don't care if it was twenty five of us you better check them about me !
He do the same thing with his wife like Im so over it and I just wanna fight at this point
"Ion even know why y'all even brought this girl." My older half sister Tamyra shook her head making me raise my brows
"Bitch Ion know why they brought you ! Don't you got some ass to go sell !" I screamed back and this bitch started running towards me like a big ass gorilla
"Wait a minute !" My uncle yelled after I ran to the side of him and ducked under his arm
"Bitch !" I screamed yanking the bitch hair and hitting her every where I could. She was hitting me too and when she struck me in my nose its like all my anger from 2014 came out
I kicked her in the stomach twice and we rolled over on the ground with her ontop. I was goin in this hoe shit but she was puttin all her big ass weight on me
We kept throwing blows and thats when my uncle and my other half brother Junior started breaking it up
"Stupid bitch !" She hit me in my mouth again before my uncle literally dragged her off me
"Bitch watch when I catch you again !" Tamyra was yelling as I put my '22 pineapple waved hair in a low messy ponytail
"Catch me now !" I tried to run up again but my Uncle pushed me
"Go cool out Diamond !" He pushed me back some more and I turned around to get my stuff
"You ain gotta fuckin worry bout me no more and I don't need shit !" I snatched my purse off the chair looking at my dad and he simply stared at me shaking his head
"Chile girl." Joy sucked her teeth
"Bitch shut the fuck up !" I walked out slamming the door.
And to think cause I missed work cause of this shit. Wowzers.
I went to the bathroom and cleaned my bloody mouth and nose before I went outside calling my mama
"Ma I swear they don't have to worry about me ! Im done with this dysfunctional ass family ! Especially Joy I wanna knock that bitch out so bad !" I screamed in the phone hitting the unlock button on my key fob
"Chile that bitch ain't got nun better to do and Maurice don't neva do shit to defend you ! Fuck them ! You good with or without him !"
"And That's what I told him. Im over it and I missed work for this shit too. I swear when I see that soft ass bitch again.." I ranted driving fast
"Fuck them, I should've came cause them bitches wasn't gone really be bout no fuckin issue !" My mom was saying
We talked for a few more minutes before I called Natino.
He was coming back from a studio session. So far he had healed up really well and he was performing tonight at Club Twitter.
His birthday was also in two days, He want me to go to Atlanta with him but I gotta work so I been marinating on it.
"Fuck them folks and stop fightin yo siblings that shit so lame." He was telling me like he always do and I rolled my eyes
"Family or not a bitch ain finna try to bitch me up, you wouldn't understand."
"What the fuck you know bout what I understand ? You ain had shit no harder or no easier den me." He got offended
"I think yo sista knocked some common sense outcho fuckin head cause nie you sayin anything."
"Bitch I said what the fuck I said, that's how I feel," I wrinkled my face
"Bitch bye." He hung up the phone on me and I started to block him but I didn't feel like it
I went back to my place and rolled me a fat blunt to calm my fuckin nerves. I just been stressed as fuck lately. With my job, my bills, my dad, Natino like shit, Im only one bitch.
When I was calm and in my right mind, I paid a few bills before I completed a few assignments that were due in the organic chemistry class I was taking
I swear anything with chemistry next to it is hard as fuck cause Im struggling in this class. I wanna quit college so bad but ion wanna hear my mama mouth
After I finished, I ordered me some Pizza and wings from Dominos with a two liter soda. Sophie and Dej came over and we talked as I packaged orders for my business
"Yo family so jealous cause they always talkin shit about you. You don't need that drama." Dej said biting into her pizza
"I know." I mumbled closing a package "Im not talkin to my dad no more, fuck him. He don't protect me."
"Its funny cause you fightin everybody else but yo daddy." Sophie laughed
"Girl that's the only muthafucka Im scared of, I wouldn't dare. My daddy gone slang my ass to 2008 !" I joked and we all laughed
"I just think he don't wanna make it seem like he choosin between y'all cause my mama do that wit me and my brother." Dej said as I bit into my pizza
"Bitch Im spoiled, either he choose them or me the fuck." I chuckled
"Definitely spoiled." Sophie shook her head
