Ephemeral

goodbye.

i knew that happy endings,
weren't meant for me at all.
yet i let my hopes up,
just to see them fall.

i let my guards down,
for the first time in forever.
fascinated by the idea,
of a happily ever after.

i remember squealing,
over the little things you said.
i wish i didn't let you,
get inside my head.

'cause just like that,
in the blink of an eye.
it's all over,
the end of another high.

but i can't blame you,
'cause it's my fault i see.
i wasn't all that,
you wanted me to be.

my tears aren't justified,
'cause all of this is because of me.
if anything—i apologise,
for wasting your time, maybe.

i wish you love,
until the day you die.
we've reached our end,
goodbye.

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