After keeping my distance from Matthew for a week, I knock on his bedroom window. Nicole walks over and opens it.
“Hey, Alex. Climb on in.”
I crawl through without help and land on my feet. My ribs are finally healed enough for me to be able to do it, but there is still a little pain involved.
Matthew is sitting on his bed, but he looks up when I come in. “Hi.”
I look at him softly. “Are you still mad at me?” I ask quietly.
“I’ll give you guys some space,” Nicole says as she leaves the room.
“I’m not mad,” Matthew says once she’s gone. “I’m-”
“I know, I know,” I say. “You’re disappointed.”
He looks away. “Could you not mock me right now?”
“I’m not mocking you. I’m-”
“Just stop, Alex.” He pauses. “I don’t want to fight. Not with you.”
“I love you,” I say.
“I love you, too.”
I walk over slowly and sit on the edge of his bed, a couple feet away from him.
“What, you’re afraid to sit next to me now?” he asks.
“No, I just. I don’t know.”
“Come here,” he says, and I slide over. He wraps an arm around me and pulls me into him.
“I went with Liz to see her get a sonogram last week,” I say after a few minutes of silence.
“Yeah? How was that?”
“Pretty amazing, actually. You hear about that stuff all the time, but to actually see a baby that small is just incredible.”
“You want one?” Matthew asks. I look at him with a mix of shock and confusion and he laughs. “Not now, obviously,” he says. “I can just see you as a mom.”
“Is that a compliment?”
“I think so,” he says. We laugh.
“I don’t know, maybe someday,” I say. “I don’t know if I want to bring a kid into this world that I just have to give away at sixteen.”
“That’s fair,” he allows. “Maybe if you moved to a different city. One where they don’t have Circles.”
“You can’t leave,” I say. “You’re born here, and you die here.”
“Yeah,” Matthew says, looking out the window. “I know.”
“Alex?” Liz asks quietly.
I sit up in bed. “What are you doing up? It’s two in the morning,” I say sleepily.
She starts crying. “Cody’s snoring. I can’t sleep!”
“What’s wrong? Why are you crying?” I ask.
“I can’t sleep!” she screams.
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Circles
Teen FictionIn this city, turning sixteen brings a whole new life. Every year, new sixteen-year-olds are put into the Circle they will spend the rest of their life in. They will live in a house with nine other people; each Circle containing five girls and five...