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Chapter 1: I am a Monster

I guess I should begin by apologizing.

If I had known that this was going to be the outcome for all of us, just from that little decision I made a year ago, I would have paused.

 I would have stopped.

I would have rather killed myself than do what I have done.

But yet, in an odd turn of events, I am alive.

And I’m still doing it.

God, is there something wrong with me?

Spencer keeps reassuring me that I did what was best. That I helped keep everyone alive. That if it weren’t for my strange paranoia and me, we all would be ten feet underground in a coffin that wasn’t meant for us.

I like to believe her sometimes.

But then I watch her slit someone’s throat with eyes that hold nothing and hands that hold everything red, and I wonder if I am a monster creator.

Do I create Monsters?

If I create them, can I possibly be one?

Or is the only way to create one is to be one already.

Perhaps I am a monster.

That’s it.

I am the monster who invented the kill squad.

And it’s our turn to ctrl A.