Kryptonian Blood

Leave The Past Behind *prt 2*

I just glared at the source where Jor-el typically talked to Clark from I didn't say anything, I wanted to so desperately, because be kept talking even though Clark was a lost cause to his plans now. He still tried, waiting for the perfect moment. I blamed this asshole for everything, I blamed him for mom's death because he's the reason I'm actually alive at the moment and I blamed him for dad's death... But deep down I blamed myself too, not sure why for dad's as I wasn't even around the death sight but mom literally died because of me and the thought of if my twin hadn't died came back. I crossed my arms and hugged myself some about to cry

Dylan seven years before *week after Martha's death*

[slight trigger warning {mentions self-harm, attempted suicide, and suicidal thoughts if this bugs you please skim to a safe spot} thank you for your cooperation]

I had stayed close to Smallville, right outside Smallville and Metropolis, so right between Kansas and Illinois. I heard about the fact mom's funeral was taking place soon, I heard the fact Clark was looking for me, I heard people comment on the fact he asked Superman for help, but I obviously knew he was using his powers to look for me, but my powers could be used as a cloaking mechanism. I had been hiding in plain sight, watching them from afar. I was still dwelling on the fact, I had been mom's cause of death. I hated myself more than I had, I had sliced myself up, both my arms were all but cut open, I had tried to drain myself, but somehow I didn't. I wanted to die. I sighed as I grabbed my backpack and put my black leather jacket on, I was in dark colors dark red tank top black leather jacket Black jeans black converse I was just going dark.

Clark
I stood there it was pouring rain as they buried mom Lois kept ahold of my arm and I just felt lost, I still didn't know where Dylan was or if she was even alive. Mom had told Lois and I both, Dylan wasn't ok, she had been lying about being suicidal and her reasoning for the lie was she didn't want to upset mom and make her worse. She didn't talk to anyone. She wouldn't even talk to her best friend. She wouldn't even talk to me about it. It all blurred together, one minute they were buring the casket, and the next we were walking off to have the wake I stopped and turned some letting go of Lois I saw her standing there in the pouring rain I was now drenched something said run to her, get to her before she disappears. Clark. I looked at Lois and when I looked back she was gone. She was-I just looked down and didn't say anything.

Skip
By the end of the wake I was still focused on what I had seen, I had spent a week looking for her and hadn't found her, and she was right there and I lost her. Clark what's on your mind? I looked at Lois and sigh. Dylan was there, she was right there and I lost her. Clark you're exhausted, you haven't slept and-NO LOIS! She frowned as I hadn't really yelled much. She was right there in front of me. She nodded as I started crying. Ok, alright just calm down Smallville, let's talk this out

Dylan
I was sitting out in the caves I was more than angry but then I heard it I heard Clark I climbed up to one of the platforms and hid as he walked in. JOR-EL! Yes Kal-el? Is it true?!? Is it true my mother died because of my sister?!? My heart broke, he was going to find out the truth and then he would never NEVER look at me the same and probably hate me. When the escape pod was destroyed it rebounded on one child but the other took the power into it's being, along with the Kryptonite that was with it, the child's mother was weakened by this and did not recover because it was slowly killing her. It being Dylan. Yes Kal-el. Where is she?!? I scooted back more I was trapped I hated hurting him but if I had to, to get out I could, but then I thought about it, he would want to kill me, I could be gone I wouldn't hurt anyone else I wouldn't hurt anymore. Before I could do anything something shoved me and I fell. So it was you at the cemetery. Clark said as I stood and I nodded. Yes. Why didn't you stay? Just get it over with. I said and he frowned. What? You're pissed off I killed mom, you probably want me dead so go ahead and kill me I won't stop you. No Dylan I don't want you dead. I frowned confused. W-why not I killed mom it's my fault she's dead it's my- I broke down crying I felt his arms go around me and he sat down I was still in tears. Dylan look at me. I looked up and he sighed. Mom didn't regret a thing she wasn't disappointed in you, she loved you. But- This. Is. Not. Your. Fault. Do you understand me? I didn't answer and he just pulled me back into a hug. I love you Dylan,

Skip
I sat out in the loft I sat on the window sill I let my legs hang out of the window. Dylan? I heard Clark and I sighed some he walked in and sat next to me. Yeah? I need your help. I frowned some and looked at him. With? He sighed and kinda muttered what he wanted done. WHAT?!? I yelled Falling back into the loft and standing up. You heard me, can you do that? I don't think I want too. I snapped and he sighed. I'm asking you to do this, please. Why would you- Lois's pregnant. My stomach dropped and it hit. I have to raise you the rest of the way. I looked down. I have to be around to do that I can't have on foot in the door and the other out doing my thing. Yeah your thing! Not anyone else's thing, Clark if you don't do it who will? Kara will, you will. No I won't. He frowned. I swear off my powers I hate them I don't even want them. Good we're on the same boat one of us has to get off though, and I know you can help me. I gave him a look. Please Dylan.

Slight skip
What is this place? You have your fortress I have mine. I said as we walked in and started looking for one thing. Dylan- I picked up the led box and opened it. Gold Kryptonite, it'll strip you of your powers for good. I don't feel different. Because I have to activate it or have it touch you... Are you sure this is what you want to do? He nodded and I sighed. Fine but after this I'm done, I'm not using my powers anymore... Guess the place is losing two hero's. What? I smirked some and nodded. I was Kryptone. You? Yeah now let's do this.

Skip
We got home and Lois started flipping out. DYLAN FIX THIS! I can't. She looked at me horrified. Lois, it was time for the past to be left behind, for the both of us. He said looking at me. I've been wanting to be normal for as long as I could remember. And you why did you swear off the powers? I killed mom, so yeah I swear off powers. You're not using them? Nope I'm shoving them down as far as I can.

Dylan seven years later
Shove them down as far as you can, Dylan. Never again, you meant it. I snapped some and sighed. You might want to get home. I frowned there was a voice I had never heard before. Who's there?!? I am Lara, and you Dylan-Kore-el will want to be leaving home soon. I backed up and took off out to my bike as long as I had been going down there that had never happened. And why did this chick call me Kore-el?!?