Alpha's Baby Watty Awards

Chapter 12

Christian's POV.

This has to stop and I know it. But how do you fight for someone who clearly doesn't want you. She's made it perfectly clear she wants nothing to do with me. She has already rejected me but it had no meaning behind it. If it did I would have been in excruciating pain and our bond would be broken, but I just lost my breath and our bond is still there.

I know I haven't helped any, but every time I see her look at me with a disgusted face, I knew right then she wouldn't want me.

As soon as I turned eighteen just one look and I knew she was the one. Sin didn't feel it yet because she wasn't eighteen. But I did. I stopped messing with girls because as far as I was concerned I was a kept man. I never planned on rejecting her. I always thought she was beautiful. To everyone else she was just your average nerd girl but to me she was always beautiful. It really wasn't her looks that captured me. It was her brain. I see the way Callie took advantage of her getting her to do her homework and the way she got her to do her toys homework. We had words about it several times but of course what I said went in one ear and out the other. I just didn't think it was right. I wanted her but I always stayed away. Why would she want me? The school player. After I found out we were mates it kind of explained my fascination with her but the looks she gave me had me wanting to crawl in a hole and die.

I tried for two months to come up with a way to tell her we were mates. I know I should have cornered her and said "Hey were mates!" but I admit I didn't have the balls. I was scared for so many reasons. I figured she'd laugh at me and tell me I was lying or beat the crap out of me for lying to her or worse. She'd flat out reject me. Plus the looks she always gave me didn't help.

Hell I'm the biggest man whore there is but I quit for her until I realized I had no chance with her. So I went back to my old ways. Why not? She obviously didn't want me but I guess that was a bad idea.

Then we had the most amazing night of my life, in my book anyway. I had a party and she showed up with Amber. Looking gorgeous as ever. I saw her throwing back drink after drink and it worried me. So I thought now would be a good time to talk to her. We talked about small things really. Small talk you know? She didn't even seem drunk or buzzed at all. So then I decided to tell her we we're mates. So I took her up to my room for some quiet time. And the first thing she did was attack me. I didn't take her up there for that and pulled her away from me.

"Wait! wait!" I said. "There's something I need to tell you first." she ignored me and attacked me again. "Stop Sienna!" I said pulling her away from me. Trust me, it was getting harder and harder to do that with my wolf screaming take her she's ours and her throwing herself at me. Yeah wasn't easy but I went on. "We are mates Sienna." I tell her carefully waiting for her reaction. She freezes for a second then looks up at me smiling.

"Really?" she purrs unbuttoning my shirt. That's when I lost it. We didn't just fuck. We made love for hours and hours.

Everything was slow and sensual. I told her I loved her more than once. Every kiss was a burn sensation but a good burn. Every touch felt like heaven. Every orgasm last twice as long as it should have. Hearing her moan my name was music to my ears. By the time the sun was coming up we just passed out. I made sure I pulled her closer to me. That was the first and last night I got to have her in my arms.

When I woke up the next morning I thought it was the perfect dream but it wasn't a dream. She was gone but my bed, my room, my clothes reeked of her. I knew I had the best night of my life with my one and only. Something that I'm hoping to have for the rest of my life

I tried for days to call and text her all went unanswered. Then I go to school actually wanting to go just to see and SHE doesn't remember. Bullshit! How could someone forget a night like that? I damn sure didn't and I was pretty much drunk. But I still remember her taste, her touch, her kisses, her moans, and her smell. The way her body moved. Every fucking thing. I was pissed when she said she went home. Bull! So I drag her into a room and it kind of slipped out we were mates. I wanted to tell her since she seemed to forget but not that way. And she did what I expected her to do. Walk out. So I went back to playing. Why not when she didn't want me?