I'll believe the lie
Tearing up this <his> heart that's inside
I'll try to breathe
With agony's being
Crashing into a need
With nothing but bleeding
Will I ever be in love
Once I heard the angels sing
Ha they were only crying
to believe to achieve
That in fact they are just but beings
That are shallow and shadows
Of what once was
Naturally insanity does not have me
Mad is my mistress
And laughing is my distress
I'll lie to make you see
That this <his> heart that's inside
Is stuck on the inside of mine
With screaming whisperers
Of a wanting release
Of a parted fucking disease
Can't feel the melody
That you are a part of me
In slightly shades
The lie you told
Has captivated me and crashed into me
I do want you to leave me
Although I need you
And needing you is
Just like breathing
Letting you go would be
A wonderful colored suicide
That I've not yet learned how to do
So xoxoxo till this here heart
Grows a pair of balls
Much bigger then yours
©shannonmarie
