control
blindsided
lost
'haven't you've heard the voices, the talking'
the eyes
they stare and stare
in disgrace
'my head is bent'
i've spent
hours, years, decades, centuries
with whispers
scanning for a hint of blue
not searching for a lying you
although that i will loathe
whispers are always sung
'i'm scared, frightened, to a lovely degree of a pink insanity'
no part, parts
'play a brave role
saying no'
weakening
A point I will never reach
'haven't you heard, the stare's are
ever so loud, ever so proud'
"Fall so we can Laugh
Bleed so we can Be
Need so we can See
Reach so we can Leave"
so fucking loud
this insanity's mind
has a key
never to be found
putting on this pretty face
to mask this lucid state
of feeling seperated
of being in this me
with only me
'Control
is bound
to bind
this devil inside'
©shannonmarie
