ALONE

'23'

I am still confused..I mean he is so rude! It's ok! You don't need to be like that i didn't do anything bad...I just wanted to help him...i was scared enough...

Until the morning i couldn't fell asleep..I am overthinking what happened last night..When i finally  fell asleep girls woke up and start talking...ahh they are sooo mean...They are trying to wake me up by talking,i know them..

I get up and look at them in style 'you are whores' and went into the bathroom.

Oh god i am so nervous that i can kill someone.In this moment i hate everyone..Trust me you don't want to mess whit me when i just woke up.I am in so bad mood...

I too off my clothes and get in the shower.When i was younger i was using showers to sing,but now i am using it to think about stuffs.In this shower i am thinking about Jackob and last night...I am going to ask my father,no not about jackob...i want to make a party..I need to call him..Yeah defenetly..I don't care about Jackob..No,i am bitch...I don't care about him.If he don't want my help i am not going to help him.

So we are planing a party..cool...This is my first party..It's going to be hugee...I hope..

I wipped my wet body with a towel and look at myself in the mirror that covers the entire wall.I look like a wet mouse..I touch my face.I look diferent..I don't know how but i do..Like i am more serious.Maybe is this 'cause i am so nervous.

I walk out in my room and look at my friends..

-Get ready girls we have a party to planned...-i told with smirk.They look at me with a confused face.

-We have what?-Elie asked first...

I get my phone and thank god that i get my father number last night.I show them with finger to shut up.I dialled number..It ring two times and he answer.

-Hello?

-Hey..I...here is Anna...-i said..i don't know what to say..

-Oh..Anna whats upp? Is everything alright..?

-Uhm...Yes,yes...I just...When are you comig home?-i asked..I don't want him to think that i called him just for party..

-For a week...Why?

-I just..Ohh..nothing...i was thinking if you are here tonight to make a little party..But you are not...-oh please workk...He stay silent for a whole minut..

-You don't need me..Make a party if you want...But first tell Jackob,okay?-he said i can say that he is confused 'cause i asked him that...

-Really? I can?-i almost scream..but i need to sound profesional...

-Yes...Course..Anna i need to go..i will call you later...

i almost said 'you don't nee to' but i only saod -okay..-

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Until 3 p.m. we all postend on twitter and facebook about the party..Eli had a job to tell Jackob..And all he said is 'do not enter my room'...He is so grumpy...I mean here is a party and he is like some grumpy old man..

I don't care....He is not my problem..If he don't want to ame to the party he don't need to...I can live without him..

Okay..so now its time to look what we're going to wear..We need to go to the shoping center..We get in porche cayman s black..It's so goooodd....I am in loveee..It's better than my old..Eli was insisting to pull windows down...It's like we are flying..We all put our middle fingers out and start laughing...Katherine take some pictures and upload it on istagram 'cool drive to the mail in cayman s'....I can say that they are proud 'cause they have a friend like me.And i am proud on my father..

I am tired..We visited each store 'cause Eli couldn't find 'perfect' dress...She can be so srenuous sometimes..I mean all the time..

From two shop's the kick us out 'cause we performed fashon show whit everythng we found...We was masking and act like whore,male,police officer..In one we met a hot guy who is a gey by the way..And i got fired straight....I start flirting with him,and he was flirting with me too..and then he said 'i love guys..' and i was like 'i am in deep deep deep snow..'...

On the end we bought:

Alex : short flirty floral dress with cleavage,blue heels and white letter purse.

Elie : short black dress with a giant 'V' forward so that shows her breasts and black heels..

Katherine : short dress in color like a galaxie with long sleeves and an opened back..And blue heels.

Me: deep thigh black skirt and black top which my aunt bought me..Black heels with spines..

All our dresses except Alex's was long enough to cover our butt..

When we get back and make up it was time for party..In one hour whole house was full with the people.I barley know half of them.I am preety much drunk,just like the others..I mean i am not drunk i drink enough to be brave..Elie is the most drunk...We are on the table,dancing...I don't really sure how i get here but i really don't care...WE GET SO DISCONECTED!
Everyone is dancing...When i turned around i can't see Eli anymore...Where is she? Whell i don't care...

I turned around and se Francis looking in something i can see he is mad.I get down from the table,trying to be quick but when you have heels it's not easy plus when you are drunk...I walk to him trying not to fall down..He looook sooo saxyy...Mhmm..NO! He is Elies boyfirend...!

-Heyyyy...Whats upp?-i asked him trying not to flirt with him...He didn't respond..Oh commonnn...I follow his look and saw Elie whit another guy..Oh shee didn't..That little whore,i love her...I start laughing and follow him out..

He push that guy and start kicking him...The guy start defending himself and kick him back..I look at Elie and she look at me,and we bouth start laughing...This is not human!
I heard people screaming 'FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!' around me but i can't really see them..They are soo shaking... they are shake it off,they shake it off...i strat lauging on my own thoughts...The point is Eli strat laughing with me too...

-Heyyy guys it's not time for that!- i scream eaven if i didn't know that that was me...I start looking for perosne who scream that but all i can see is that all the people are stering in me..Was that me?Nooooo...was it? HAHHAHAHAHhahhahhahha shhh noo...yes it was me.

Francis,what a weird name,and that cool guy with cool smile and good hands are stop fighting and look at me..What? Do i have something on my face? I touch my face and start laughing..I look at Eli and she start lauging too..

-Are you two drunk?-someone asked us.

we stop laughing and look at each other.. -nooo!- we say in the same time..and again start laughing..

-Yea..right...-someone said again..

i try to find that someone and i found Mark..What is he doing here!? Did i say to them not to call him? Like i have someone to stop him..

-Come here Anna..-he called me...

I am not going there...I don't like him...I am drunk and i am not goung there..and my legs are not listening me..don't go there..don't...and i am standing next to him..

-What?- i asked harshly..

-Are you drunk?-he asked me..He seems like he is worry about me..No he's not...remember thet..We are standing next to pool..

-That is not your problem.-i answer..

-Yes it is.

-No it's not..You know what you said..

-Yes i know but i didn't mean that..I'm sorry..-is him really mean that? or not? I think it's not..He is lying..

-That is a lie..-i said..

-No it's not..the lie is that i don't like you...-i look behind his back to see Elie making hilarious faces and mimics Mark..I strats laughing....ahhahahahaha....i can't..hahhahaha

-What? I am serious...-he said and look me in my eyes..He put one his hand on my cheek and began to converge...i start laughing again and pull him in the pull..

Eli run and jump in the pool so do i.....i fell someones hands on my waist to pull me towards someone..When i turned around i fell someone lips on my...i opened my eyes although it hurts and see Mark..