ALONE

'Applause'

Okay that was weird, like for real.I know that I'm not dating and do all those boyfriend stuffs, but I think that it's weird that my best friend was called to come to my boyfriends place to talk about dead person.

I decided to take something for lunch in Mcdonald when I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. Who the hell was that? Anna is at Francis place,doing who knows what... wait wait wait...Did I just sounded jealous? Am I jealous? Pfff...nooo...Am I? No,I can't be.I am not jealous person..I never was...

It's my mom..My mom is calling me?! Is someone dead? Okay this is pretty ironic when I think about it.

-Yup?-I answered the phone call.

-Where are you young lady?-I heard her girly voice and I can notice that she's angry..And why,don't ask me..I haven't see her in days...

-In the car...-I simply said.

-And where are the car?

-On the street? -It was obvious.

I heard her letting out a breath.She is going to kill me.-Eleanor where the hell are you?

Yup,she will kill me. -What's whit your language? -I asked pointing on 'where the hell'.When I realized that she's not planing to answer I told her -I'm going at Annas place..Why?-she was never questioning me.

I quickly went through few last days in my head trying to remember what could I've done wrong..I didn't do anything ..

-You are not going to see that little whore!-What the fuck? She loves Anna.- Come right home and don't ever mention her name.You are not going to hang with her anymore! -she yelled in the phone.I formed 'o' with my mouth..I don't know where this comes from.

-Why?

-You heard me.

-Well you need to explain yourself, I'm not going to stop my friendship with Anna just because it clicked in your head like that. -I yell back. I don't understand..She loves Anna and she was always kind to her and accept her like she's my sister.

-Yes you can.I am your mother and while your living in my house you will listen to me and accept what I said!

-Well I don't think that I can accept. I 'm not your robot so you can program me to do whatever you want! And I am old enough to know what I want to do and to make choices with my own head!And I don't know what's wrong with you but can I remind you that you accepted Anna?!

-Don't yell on me Eleanor! Well you can always run from your house just like your best friend. Follow her and you will go straight in..in..death.So just follow her!-she said ..

She can get the worst from me.And I can't say that she's the worst parent 'cause she's not..But you can't give her the 'Best mother on the World ' medal eater.She is always apsent.Always on some job trip and out of the town.I get used to that that she's not here.My father is my, you can say,support. He is a police officer.He is my mentor but he is always apsent too.Difference is that he is in the town.He was the one who teach me how to ride the bike and swim,the sad part is that I've never had learn it, bur he was trying. And yes, I don't know how to ride the bike..I know how to swim,all those kicking with legs and arms, but I'm afraid of water.I love pools and jumping in it, and swimming and those just when I'm sure that there is someone to save me.

-So that's it...You called her mom and she did what she was always doing..Get in your mind ..Who knows what she said about Anna,and God know that you in your head know that you shouldn't blame the girl.Her mother is the one who should blame. She was the one who was keeping as a secret that her father isn't her real father. So maybe my papa is not my father..Huuh? -It's not fair from her to blame Anna.It's not right.