Bite Me (boyxboy)

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After the lesson, I didn't make it far out of the classroom when Jason interrupted my walk. He didn't look too happy. A snarled ripped through Jason's chest as he pushed me harshly up against the metal lockers, a small whimper left my lips but I just laughed weakly, nevertheless. " Say it Patty. Say it's me you like, not that stupid prick." He spat angrily, fisting shirt, my favourite shirt actually. Even though I knew he was purposely trying to hurt me, I couldn't help but get lost in his forest green eyes. I could have said that I liked him and not the new kid, Joe. But what would be the fun in that? " Bite Me." I spat back.

I did not earn a verbal response, just yet another growl. Before I had the chance to muster up another witty response, Jason began dragging me through the bustling hallways, his grip tight on my hand.  " Where are we going?" I grumbled, sighing as I tried carelessly to pull away from his grasp. Once again, I did not get an eligible response. We kept walking, I don't know how long for but I just allowed myself to think of other things, not bothering to try and pull away anymore. Truthfully, I liked seeing Jason angry and still did to this day. The vein on his neck was prominent and honestly, I just wanted to bite and suck at it, make him for good once. I couldn't help but enjoy the view. Jason's hair was tousled, jaw clenched in frustration and anger, chest falling and raising as he tried to stay calm. Granted, I probably should have been more sympathetic, but he looked hot as hell. 

Eventually we made it outside the school building, but our little journey didn't stop there. He kept dragging me until we stopped underneath the school oak tree. It was a beautiful thing, quite old too but it was the one tree that the school had kept. In the summer, small pink flowers sprouted from the branches, covering the ground in a layer of pinkness. In the winter, though the flowers had fallen, the long branches looked beautiful when they were littered with snowflakes. Suddenly, Jason had me pinned against the tree, both my hands held together above my head. He was using one fucking hand, yet I still could not free my hand. I guess I should have took the time to actually continue going to the gym, just maybe not with Jason. " What are you doing Jason?" I asked, knowing I sounded tired, because I was. 

Jason couldn't keep deciding when he liked me, it wasn't fair. Usually, I would not give a fuck about toying with me. But with Jason, it was different. I actually cared about what he thought about me, my personality, what he thougt of my clothes, my music taste. I cared about knowing what he thought of me. And as stupid as I knew that sounded, it was true. I wanted to know that he liked everything about me. But he couldn't keep confessing his feelings for me then deciding he didn't want a relationship, then get annoyed when I tried to be with someone. Jason almost looked desperate as he used his free hand to cup my cheek, running his thumb across the prominent bone.

" Can't you see it Patty? How much I care for you. Haven't you always known? I try to make it obvious, but you convince yourself that I couldn't possibly like you. Well guess what Patty, I can! I want you Patty. I want you in every possible way someone could desire a person. I want to be the person you come to for comfort, the one you go to for cuddles. I want to take you on dates, show you I care and show you off to everyone. Because I'd be so fucking proud to call you mine, God damn it Patty.

You're beautiful Patty, don't even tell me you're not. Want to know why Kieran hates you? He finds you absolutely 'scrumptious' in his words. He hates that he likes you, but he does! Your skin, your hair, your eyes. They're all so fucking beautiful and I could tell you every day. I know I haven't stood up for you as much as I should have, but I was scared. I'd never felt that way about a boy before, I just wanted to pin you against the lockers and kiss you until all the air was knocked out of your lungs. But I was scared, I didn't know how my parents would react, my friends or even you.