I just get things
Fucked up .
Don't know why
I'm
So weirdI kinda
Hate myself for thisHe filling me w weird
Feelings .W weird
LoveHe kinda hate me
I kinda love itI gotta him mad
So he might think of me
Hope I create things
Cuz he don't have no feelings .He's grey
As the cloudHe do not care
Ugh it attract meUgh I wanna learn
He so fucked
Up .I don't understand
I'm fucked up
I'm sorry
I do not understand
I swear
My bad tho
I'm stupid
I feel worthless
I'm praying for a text .
I might
Not loveThis tension .
I might wanna see him
Or him swimming in my mind
Or him seeing me
Oh I don't want see u
But the blind fold on my eyes .Gonna make me
Feel alive .