I'm in a period
Where everything is okay
But isn't okay .
My life changed so fast
Everything didn't last .
I hate putting a mask
And I won't
Never
Again .
But I miss something
For my true happiness
Cause the sadness
Ain't all over
It tryna' grow
But really low
In the bottom of my heart .
And I want to scream
"Go away"But she came back
Like she wanted me to
Fall .Fall in the empty space
Of emptiness.
She's telling me
"Listen;
People ignore you
Abandon you
Don't love you
Don't care
Stop believing"
She's whispering
"You're mot worth it
You should not be here
You don't deserve it"
But my true bottom Heart say
"Back off"
-anxiety