5sos imagines

Imagines based off of 5sos songs ("Youngblood" version)

Calum (Why won't you love me?)

I sat in the bar where Calum and I liked to go, at a table for one. I knew that it was meant to be a date, but it never felt like that anymore. Now, it felt more like two strangers catching up after years apart. I looked up and gave Calum a small smile as he walked into the bar.

"Hey." He spoke as he walked to the table, prompting me to stand up. He kissed my cheek before looking at the table.

"You couldn't have gotten me a chair?" he chuckled awkwardly.

"Sorry." I mumbled as I sat back down. He sighed and gave me a small smile before grabbing a chair from another table and placing it opposite me before sitting down.

"Can I, erm, can I get you a drink?" he asked.

"My vodka coke is fine, thanks." I nodded. He returned it and sighed as he rubbed a hand over his face.

"Can we please just talk about whatever the fuck is going on with us right now?" he scoffed, shaking his head as he looked at me. I sighed and looked down.

"Can you tell me, love? Why I hold onto you, and you hold onto me? Clearly, this isn't-."

"Don't say it." I shook my head as I looked back at him. He sighed.

"Y/N, babe, we can't keep ignoring what's right in front of us." He spoke. I bit my lip as tears pricked my eyes and I downed the rest of my drink.

"I best be getting home." I nodded as I grabbed my jacket and stood up.

"You want me to walk you back?" he asked.

"I'm good. You still okay with me seeing you off at the airport tomorrow?" I asked.

"Course." He nodded. I gave him a small smile and rushed out of the bar before the tears started to fall.

Calum's P.O.V

Calum walked through the airport tunnel with the boys. He looked down at his phone, clicking the airplane mode on before sighing at the picture of Y/N, smiling. He hadn't seen her smile genuinely in a long time.

"Be good 'til I get back." He whispered, gently pressing a finger against the screen before putting his phone away.

"You guys okay?" Luke asked. Calum sighed and shook his head.

"No. We're not alright, but I'll pretend. That's what she wants." He nodded. Luke sighed and returned it as they boarded the plane.

Y/N's P.O.V

Tears streamed down my face as I dialled Calum's number with shaking hands before putting the phone to my ear.

"Hello?" he picked up.

"Um, hey." I gulped and looked down. There was a pause.

"What was with the three missed calls at two a.m.? You okay?" he asked.

"No, I, erm, need to talk to you." I nodded.

"About what? What's wrong?" he asked. I looked down as tears streamed down my face.

"My best girlfriend just got engaged, and it made me realise that I need to make a change." I nodded. There was a pause.

"What are you saying, Y/N?" Calum spoke quietly.

"I'm saying that it's so hard to be lonely." I choked. There was a sigh.

"Why won't you love me? Why won't you just love me?" he choked. I looked down.