Marrying the billionaire

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JEMA'S POV....

"aaa..sosss...ate aminin..may gusto ka kay deanna no..no worries support ako..mabait naman yung tao e.."

paulit-ulit na tumatakbo sa isip ko ang sinabi ni mafe...may gusto nga ba ako kay deanna...ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko pag magkalapit kami ni deanna..ang sarap din nyang tignan kapag ngumingiti... pero..maliban don wala na din naman..lagi nya pa akong inaasar pag kami lang..malabo namang gusto ko sya... haisstt.. mafe kasi kung ano-ano pinagsasabi..diko tuloy maiwasang mag-isip...tskkk

nakatulog na pala ako kakaisip..

ff....

maaga ako gumising dahil may pasok pa kami ngayon sunod na lingo busy na ako for training.. napadaan naman ako sa may..EK at napansin ko na medyo malaki na ang pagbabago nito..medyo maayos nadin naman..haiisstt..sayang sana ako nalang nag paayos non..

najkarating na ako sa parking lot...nararamdaman ko na parang may sumusunod.sa akin at pinapanood ako..subrang nakakatakot naman kaya di ko magawang lingonin..binilisan ko nalang pag lalakad ko papuntang room,..haissttt.. naka hinga naman ako ng maayos ng makarating akong ligtas..

nakita ko naman si deanna sa kinauupuan nya..tahimik kagaya ng dati at nakikinig lang ng music...hangang sa dumating nadin si sir...

"class..i want to have a little debate...so our topic is.later analang ang topic..rules muna...any one is allowed to answer..ok..and pweding tagalog o english ."...pag bibitin na sabi ni sir sa amin

"MAY FOREVER BA o WALA" medyo na gulat kami sa tanong ni sir pero agad naman akong sumagot..ako pa..hahaha

"YES..! sir there is.. i believe that there is..when you found some one you use to love for the rest of your life...it may come in unexpected time and in unexplainable way...you only want is.to be with each other sides along your journey to create a great future ...that's the process of having forever..each other will be your strength as long as weaknesses....your going trough the process of forever..if you'll stay ..and you wanting to be with her/him for the rest of everything and for the rest of your life..."  mahabang paliwanag ko...

"NO!..thats not true" pasigaw na sagot ni deanna na syang ikinagulat naming lahat..

"FOREVER isn't true......because if it is true..then why...?....how come people left us despite of what we've give and done for them to be happy.., then why there are people who got wasted.,left alone..left on air..without explanation why....and also to those people your trying to say miss jema..to those people you've seen and you've wanting to be with you in the future and to create a great one..why all of a sudden they left you..why after all you get hurt..even the only thing you done is to love them all of your heart...." dugtong paniya na ngayon halata sa kanya ang lungkot..at subrang lamig..na pati paligid namin subrang tumahik 

"then if that so.....maybe that person you use to love is not the right one for you..to be with.." sabi ko sabay tingin sa kanya na nakatingin din saakin.

"some times it is really happened akala natin sila na..we're expecting them to be with us because we see them with us in a future.. but not every one will stay not every one meant to be together... and if what your saying ms.alvizo..happen that only means na hindi kayo para sa isat-isa....o baka  naman sinubok lang kayo ni tadhana sumuko kana....but i know they left us for a reason..baka malay mo may mas mabuti at talagang nakatakda para sayo.. i know too it leaves us a lesson..that we can you for the future.., for us to be more stronger and wiser when it comes to love..." pag hihinto ko sa sinasabi ko panandalian.