Breathe

Yearning

All I hear are pianos...

Missing you is ebbed inside my heart

Beginning again appears unrealistic

I don't know where you are,

Or if you want me to

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The melody inside my brain is too rapid

How am I supposed to run

From how much I love you?

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If I didn't...this would be easy

My heart wouldn't be breaking

And my motivation wouldn't be lost.

Understanding is the hardest...

I have no clue as to why you've left me.

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I yearn to see a smile,

Your face is unknown to me,

All I know is your heart,

Your beautiful, amazing heart...

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Your personality,

Your essence,

Your aura.

And I miss you.

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Loving "to the moon and back"...

It doesn't seem enough.

Forever seems more fitting,

But just to have one piece of you,

One sliver,

One intoxicating glance,

It would be enough for me.

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People say that it will get easier over time,

But that is the most dishonest statement...

With each day,

Each hour,

Each minute,

Each second...

It gets a little bit harder to breathe

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And I'm so afraid,

Because one day,

I think that I'll suffocate.