Finding Myself

Finding myself:

Breathing in and out I couldn't beileve what I was about to do. I looked over at my mirror one last time. I still saw a nerdy girl with long coal black hair matching her eyes with carmel skin. A round shape face, and a nice amount of full lips.

I had to look like a nerd...

She sighed knowing what would happen today.

"Rhaven come on it's time to go." my older sister Trinna said.

"Okay sis."

"Even when we go to a resturant you still wear that ?"

She eyed my outfit. I had a white long sleeve button shirt a vest on top and a khaki long skirt with flats on.

"What's wrong with it ?" I said while putting on my glasses.

"Nothing...but honestly i wish you had better fashion than that."

"Whatever Trinna."

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When we made it to the resturant my family all sat down looking at the menu. I couldn't stop looking at the people that kept coming in and out.

"Mom who are we meeting ?" I asked again.

"Just some friends of ours Rhaven." she kept saying.

When ten mintues passed a family of four came. They all had the same midnight black hair and perfect fair skin tone. The father was tall and lean with brown eyes and the mother had long hair and green eyes. The two sons were almost the same. But one of them was a little shorter with yellow green eyes and the taller one had light brown eyes.

As they came closer my parents stood up and laughed and talked with the other parents. I just felt out of place i wanted to get out of here.

Time flew so slow and never made eyes contact with Trinna and two guys.

"Rhaven wouldn't you like that ?" my dad said.

Dazed I looked up, "Ummmm...."

"Honey wouldn't you like to go to the academy we told you about."

"Yes, it sounds great."

The guy with the yellow green eyes stared at me when I answered. I didn't know why he cared but, the rest of the time he wouldn't stop looking at me. So i asked to be exused to the restroom.

I quickly went there fixing my glasses I tried calming down. What was wrong with him?

"Oh Rhaven great news Mr. Rjneels tolds us you were accepted to the academy with your fiance. " my mom said with joy.

I stopped in my tracks letting my glasses fall and being stepped on. My mouth dropped and I froze. My parents and everybody else but my yellow greened fiance clapped and enjoyed themselves.

Trinna went over to me and said, "Wow look at her she's so happy she can't move !"

They all cheered and I mouthed to my nameless fiance, "I'm so sorry".

But, all he did was stare back coldly. And trust me if looks could kill I'd die at that spot.

All night my face went pale and I couldn't think about anything but getting married to the guy I just met. When it was nine we left and I had to be escorted by him.

Outside and out of hearing range the guy said, "Out of all the girls in the world I'm stuck with you!"

Ouch, thanks I thought.

"I said I was sorry I didn't choose you too."

"Whatever chick."

"I do have name you know." I couldn't belive him he had to be such a jerk.

"I like I care !"

"Now I'm happy I don't know your name and that you're stuck with me!" I shouted.

He gruted and roughly pushed to my car leaving alone in the parking lot. I've meet mean people but he's just someone I can't get along with.

My parents came and asked what I thought of him.

"Oh, he's something all right." I said while getting into the car.

Life was something you got used to andI was already trying to find myself but, with a fiance getting in the way I don't know what will happen.

At leastI got in to the school of my dreams.... That was the only good thing about that.

"Oh, and next week you get to move in with him Rhaven." my dad said as we pulled away from the parking lot.

"What !"