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(Undeniably in love with the bad boy - shortly known as Undeniably)
"Grayson. . This isn't right. What if my brother finds out?" I...
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"I had a dream the other night About how we only get one life Woke me up right after two I stayed awake and stared at you So I wouldn't loose my mind"
-One Republic
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It's been three whole months.
Three whole heart-wrenching, pillow soaking and mascara smearing months since we ended things.
That's around ninety days. It's so foreign being without him for such a long time solely because I'm still so used to seeing him every single day, but I guess things change, it's horrible but it's the circle of life.
The last three months have felt like pure death. Every single day feels like a drag and every waking moment is a struggle without him.
I still finish class each day waiting for a sweet text from him, I still lay in bed each night waiting for his name to pop up on the screen of my phone. Each second of third weekend that passed was like a sorrow-filled reminded that we could be together, but we're not.
I tell myself that it's okay and if it's meant to be, then it'll be but I can't help but blame myself for being too consumed by my work. Medical school isn't easy, but I should have called him more often, it's such a simple gesture but I felt myself drifting away from Gray.
"Grace, get up!" Morgan, my roommate, shouted as she tossed a pillow at my face.
I groaned as I sat up in my single bed, the duvet falling off my chest as I ran a hand through my tangled mess of hair.
She sat on her own single bed across from me, her auburn coloured hair falling over her shoulders as she rested her chin on the palm of her hand.
Morgan is a pretty girl; she's reminds me of Taylor in a way. She's very honest and up-front except the she isn't as into boys at Taylor is, she is like me in that aspect, she'd rather read and listen to music in bed. I guess that's quite hypocritical of me actually, considering it's a Friday night and I haven't gotten out of bed at all today, except to pee.
