Closed book
See I have a problem now. I can’t open myself up to others. Not even people I want to open myself up to. It’s so difficult to even say my feelings. Let alone all the crap going on in my life. Involving X.
See X believes she has the right to know everything about me. Yet I don’t have the right what so ever to know a single god damn thing about her. How on earth does that seem right/just? In my eyes it doesn’t-obviously.
For example: I am not in the mood for talking.
“What on earth is wrong with you? You’re so like moody and stuff! You really get on my nerves” X says.
Like what is it to her if I don’t want to talk? She should just mind her own business don’t you think?
But apparently I have no right to ask her but she has every right in the world to ask me!
I am sooo sick of torturing myself for her pleasure. I am sick of it.
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XoXo Khadija
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