beige walls kiss her pastel skin the walls begin to convulse with just one look at her why is she so satisfying? why does she make those who look at her tremble? her head is full of cobwebs with tarantulas crawling out of her mouth. they fall off of her rosy pink lips like leaves fall from a tree in autumn. beautiful? no, that has to be an understatement. troubled is more like it. in the void she worries about what will happen next. paranoia swarms her mind causing her to shut down but what will happen next? not even i could tell you. she is no longer the girl that makes breathing difficult for others. no no she's the girl with the troubled cleft of a conscience.